Westjett:
Alright so westjett is a valorant youtuber. Whom oh which was one of the very first I watched in early 2021. I never was an ultra fan but I enjoyed his content and when he did his face reveal I was like damn dudes hot. And even remember imaging being in a relationship with him while downfilling at officeowrks in 2021. Beyond that never cared all that much about him. I remember thinking some of the drama he got himself in in recent times was stupid and thinking that him getting engaged this young was kinda weird (tbh he's like 23-24 so not that young but I still Imagine him as a 21 year old lmao (same age as me now 💀💀💀💀)) I digress. Anyways. He's been causing chaos on twitter with sagemummy and average Jonas and the non binary agent 💀💀💀💀. I decided to dm him because I can't like his tweets due to my friends possibly seeing it. Photos are a bitch on wattpad so I'll upload next chapter. Anyways we spoke I was like damn he's so cool looked at his instagram, remembered how hot he was. Now, in a low key parasocial relationship with him. Can I even call it paraso ial since he tecniqually knows I exist 💀💀💀. Anyways shittily drew a shirtless picyure of him and sent it to him lmao cringe but it had to be done.Uni is kicking my butt right now so much shit due. I went to work today (sat) and saw I'm working Monday aswell (only work weekends really) told them I can't do that ciz I got shit due on Monday (and tomorrow lmao) (almost done that one though) they were like haha can you just not work tomorrow and work Monday and I was like uuuugggghhhhh I guess. Lol anyways so I'm not working tomorrow.
Crush
When I read this in the future I'll either be like lmao I really had a crush on Steven or I'll be dating him 💀💀💀 anyways he's this guy at work he's an engineering student. He looks like he'd be really awkward but he's not. He's super friendly and this is so 14 year old of me but he has a really nice smile. Haha so we will see. I honestly think it might now just be one way hahahah maybe. I mean, who would like me though? I kinda hate seeing him talk to the other girls haha, I'm getting jealous what is wrong with me. I don't I joke with my sister that he can *get down* whatever that means. I mean like, I feel like he's got a little something something. He might have like a huge dick, I mean maybe. But idk I just imagine being intimate with him (not like that though perverts (maybe a little haha)) anyways and like get tingly like bro idk, I'm such a fucking virgin. But like idk, love with him might be nice haha. I'm sounding really strange right now. Imagine if he's gay 😭😭😭😭🤣🤣🤣 I don't think so but Imagine. Anyways bye with me luck with my assignments.