You can probably tell my declining mental due to the increase of updates but ummm I can't sleep. I was reminiscing of valorant 2021 on YouTube and I decided to open twitch to see if wardell still streamed (I was literally in love with him even before sinatraa) and he was. I saw that my love jay was streaming and I randomly commented the picture below. He noticed it and was like *I appreciate you bto* dude, I love him so long. Just as I thought I was out he pulled me back in. Lmao. It's times like these that I remember that I do in fact have a parasocial relationship with him. Oh well. I'm watching the stream abs the side right now and wow, I haven't watched him in a while. I passively obsess over him. But like, this stream feel like the old days of 2021 😭💀 playing Christmas music in September and everything. His schedule has changed quite a bit coz it's 4am. When I first got super into him in Nov 2021 I was able to wat h him heaps, cos he streamed like afternoon evening my time (australia) anyways bye. I think I'll watched him for a but. BTW wardell still streams :).
Update like 2 seconds later he stopped streaming so I'll watch shanks, wardell or subroza. Like thr good old days man