Alexia putellas x barcalona!f!r
Warnings: angst, cursing, thyriod cancer, suspicions of cheating and breaking up. Blood and kind off death.
I know thyriod cancer isnt really deadly, but please just for the sake off the story pretend it is
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I dont know when it had started, the pain and sorness in my troath,
Despite trying to act like everything was oké, my stamina, due to lack of breathing got worse, it wasnt until some teammates pointed out there had grown a small lump on my troath that i decided to check it out.
'Ms y/l/n?' The doctor says in the waiting room, i slowly raise my hand and follow him.
'So, we got back the blood result,' the shift in the room was clear as he was trying to tell something,
'And?' I ask carefully.
'There is good news and bad news, and it may be better if i start with the bad news,'
I nod, trying to control my shaky breathing.
'The bad news is that you suffer from a conditon called thyriod cancer,' i look up at him in shock, how was i going to tell my girlfriend, alexia?
'And the good news? ' i try to get myself together.
'It is 95% chance that you will survive, but then we need to have the surgery around the next week, and also have a few scans to see if tje cancer has spread somewhere else,' i nod, relieved by the news off a high chance off survival,
'Is it alright if i check up a bit, to see if the rest off your body isnt suffering?' I nod, still trying to proces the thought that i had cancer.
'I am going to need you to put your shirt off,' i do as he says, pulling the fabric off, revealing the sportsbra underneath.
He listens to my heartbeat and my breathing before asking some questions,
'An troubel breathing?' I nod, and he looks a little concerned.
'Then we might have to postpone the surgery, to earlier this week.'
'And under no conditon you are allowed to sport a all, no heavy lifting or such for atleast two weeks after the surgery, and from niw on also no sports,' he orders, i mean sporting was what i did for a living, how was i going to tell the others?
'Here is your shirt?' He suddenly curses as the fabric ripped due to it being stuck to something.
'I am so sorry, here you can have my shirt,' he offers grabbing a shirt from his bag,
I tried to say it was fine, and that i could just buy a new one in the shop next to the hospital, but he insisted,
I put the shirt on, before realising, this thing smelled like smoke and alcohol,
Before the doctor could notice i had smelled something, i walk out off the room, saying i was late for another meeting.
'Y/n/n?' I hear a sudden very familiar voice behind me,
I turn around, seeing the medical staff who where probably here to refill their medical equipment.
'Hey,what are you doing here are you alright?' She asks, and somehow i thought it was the smartest idea to confess it to her,
'Im so sorry to hear,' she mutters before pulling me in a hug,
'Please dont tell anyone, i want to tell them myself,' i beg the older woman, and she nods, saying goodbye before walking off again.
'Mi niña,' i hear a soft sniffle behind me, i turn around seeing alexia's mom,
'Im sorry, i heard everything, are you fine? Should i call ale?' I hug the shorter woman who had always given me a sence off comfort,
'No, i was about to go to her, but the doctor told everything was going to be fine, ' i try to comfort her.
'Alright,' she kisses my forhead before letting me leave.
'Ale, im home,' i yell out, frowning as i noticed her bags packed,
'Ale?' I ask, seeing her sitting on the couch, eyes red and swollen, she had clearly cried.
'Ale, are you alright?' I try to hug her, only to be imeadiatly pushed away,
'Ale?'
'Dont fucking 'ale' me,' she snaps, tears welling up in her eyes again.
'Whats wrong?' I whisper, trying not to show that i was hurt by her actions and words,
'You know what is fucking wrong y/n,' it hurted seeing her look at me without anything but hatred.
'No, i dont know alexia,' i snap back, my troath and head starting to basicly burn.
'You are a fucking liar and a cheater,' she scoffs, i felt my heart nearly ripping out of my chest.
'What are you talking about? I was in the hosp-,'
'What do you mean 'what am i talking about? You wearing some girls shirt and you smell like alcohol, smoke and cheap perfume, you are home late and have been acting off these past weeks,' she screams, standing up.
'No im not cheating i can explain it,' but alexia doesnt bother, she grabs her bag and tries to walk out.
'Where are you going?' I try to reason,
'Somewhere where you arent, you can keep the apartement,' i cant say anything anymore as she slams the door close.
I slide down against the door, tears now pouring out of my eyes like it was raining.
Sobs wrecking through my body as i grab my phone, knowing two persons who would believe my innocence.
'Y/n?' She picks up the phone, her voice sounded confused,
'Lucy, can ypu please pick me up?' I hang up after her hearing her mutter something along the lines of 'yes,'
I couldnt be in this place anymore, seeing as everything reminded me off alexia, the smells, the pictures, everything.
I smile, as i felt my breathing started to go slower, and whatever i did, it didnt seem to make my breathing go back to normal.
I felt something sticky slide down my face from my ear and nose, i softly touch the side off my head, also feeling very dizy all off a sudden.
You know the feeling of life litterly leaving you? It feels absolutly terrifying, the last thing i wanted to do was see alexia, letting her hold me as we watch some stupid tv show she had always loved.
i wanted to let her know it had been a miscomunication, that i had never cheated, and that i had been acting off because the ivf treatment had finnaly worked.
after so many tries and times of me crying in her arms, she was my home,
If i could see her i wanted to thank her, thank her for always being there for me when i needed her.
If i could see her i wanted to comfort her, letting her now that whatever was after this, i would take care off the baby and that we would be waiting for her.
If i could just tell her how sorry i was for not telling her before.
If i could tell her....
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