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My dad has trying to make at home feel a little like it was in Korea. Normally I would have gone to Korea with my mother around the end of may, come back for finals at school, and go back during June. But I haven't wanted to go. Not only does my family in Korea talk about it in the times I did go, but I also... I hurt really bad without my mom there with me. I try to remember all the fun things we did in Korea but it's just... not fun anymore. It's painful. All the memories I have of her have gone from... Great to just... Triggering. Thinking about my own mother is triggering to me now... The one I was closest to... It hurts me so bad to think about her. I wish I had her back so bad. I wish I never lost her in the first place. If I only would've helped her before it was too late...

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