A Point of View

Chapter XIV : Party

It's been months has passed.

Today is our Christmas Party and it was organized and prepared by our sections school officers and that includes me in the scene.

I was the one who arranged our program, Elle is in charge for the booth, Maxi and Cheska are in charge for the prices.

We started preparing just the day before our party.

We were having a conversation and good laughs. 

I got a surprise.

I got Mally's paper, it was for our exchange gift. Although, Me and MJ exchanged papers because I got Kian's and she got hers so we trade. You can't blame me though, I wanna take my shot.

I actually kept it in my phone case. She listed down; Airpods, Stuff toy, and that one skincare product. I bought her the headphones and a bracelet. I also made letters.

It was not an ordinary letter, let's just say it was a love letter, a confession one.

I know it'll sound stupid and lame, but that's all I can do for now to let her know that I am one of those people who admire her.

She looked so stunning in her red suit, she looks so attractive. I think to myself, she'll be the death of me. 

She wasn't in the right mood at the moment, and Jennie couldn't attend the party because of personal reasons. It was fun and we were having a blast inside the classroom.

We were playing games, talking and speeches. 

And we're at the exchange gift part. 

I called them one by one and they gave their gifts to the one they got.

And at last, it was my turn.

Mally was so clueless, she don't know who got her paper and she always ask me or my classmates.

Dani and I made her a codename, it was 'Mal' 

It's my favorite character in Descendants.

And they gives off the same vibe too, so that's why.

I went to my seat to get my gift and gave it to her. She was surprised and it was hella funny and worth it also.

Some of my classmates knew about me liking her and they started to make this 'yiee' sound and I know it gets me all the time, it makes me shy specially in this particular situation and also it maybe made her uncomfortable if that happens.

Kian and MJ are also our love team inside our room, both are academically conscious and also honor students.

I told Mally to read the letter when she gets home, but she's kinda curious about what is written inside. She read it outside and I didn't even noticed it. I mean, it was already expected but still.

The moment she opened her gift, I know it was my cue to hide or run away.

I know that she'll be disgusted by the thought that a girl like me confessed her feelings through letters and I'm having a lot of thinking at this moment.

I mean, I did that so I can move on and finally crush on someone else. All I have to do is to get rejected by her and to end this so called feelings I have for her. A lame excuse but I hate crushing on someone that long because I know myself when it comes to this, I'm actually trying running away and it's not really helping me if I just keep avoiding her for no good reason behind it.

I can hear my heart beating too loud, my hands getting sweaty, all shaky and unsteady.

I just hope that she'll read it.

I mean, I know she'll read it. She mentioned last time that she wants to received love letters.

I know she mentioned it.

I'm kinda observant at that part, you know.

I was avoiding her since the moment she opened the gift, I just couldn't bare the shyness. 

I hate commitments and pursuing but there's a part of me that I should be ready to take the risk.

I don't know but it scares the hell out of me.

But never mind, it'll go.

The whole time, I was so focused at her and also the event of course.

She looked so pretty in her red suit.

We enjoyed it so much and as the time goes by we decided to wrap it up and head home.

I went home along with my things that I brought at the school. 

I quickly went to my room and hid my face on my pillow as I recall the event that happened earlier.

The party was nice and lit but the thought of giving her the gift. 

It was so great.

It'll be my 2nd time confessing through words and letters.