FREAK.
That word remained stuck in my head. What am I thinking? AM I REALLY ABOUT TO KISS WILL BYERS. I quickly pulled away. I can't do this. I've been called a freak my entire life, I don't want to make things worse I'm supposed to be normal..
I stood up,
Will: "Mike where are you going?"
Mike: "I'm leaving.."
Will quickly stood up and ran over to me, grabbing my arm.
Will: "No. I'M NOT LETTING YOU LEAVE AGAIN!"
Mike: "Let me go Will."
Will: "NO! YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME MIKE I'M SO SICK OF THIS!"
...
Will: "WHY CAN'T YOU JUST ADMIT IT ALREADY!"
Mike: "Admit what?"
Will: "THAT YOU LIKE ME! WHAT ARE YOU SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE WILL THINK?"
Mike: "YES. WILL I AM! THEY ALREADY THINK I'M A FREAK THIS WILL JUST MAKE THINGS WORSE!"
Will: "WHO CARES WHAT OVER PEOPLE THINK!"
Mike: "I DO! I-im sick of being a freak."
I pulled my arm away from him and got on my bike.
Mike: "I'm sorry that I keep hurting you.."
Will: "Yet you still do."
I got on my bike and went home, leaving Will alone in the rain. Once I had finally arrived home, I threw my bike on the ground and stormed inside.
Karen: "Oh your back ho-"
I barged past her and ran upstairs to my bedroom, slamming the door behind me.
Karen: "Mike? MIKE! What's wrong?"
I ignored her and instead threw on some clothes and climbed into bed. Thinking about what I had just done. Will probably hates me now, for how much of a jerk I've been to him. It's just remembering everything Will had been through with the bullies. They probably would treat him even worse if we.. I already get treated like a freak enough in high school. This would just make things worse. Tears started streaming down my cheek. Great. Just great. God I'm so pathetic, why can't I just do something right in my life? Instead of just making everyone hate me.
There's no use crying about this right now. I lied down on my side, trying to fall asleep while the tears soaked my pillow. Slowly, I started to fall into slumber while still thinking about all that had happened. I should get some sleep anyway. After all,
I have school tomorrow.
Word count:385. (sorry this is so short)
I'M SORRY FOR ALL THE ANGST 😭 but as the duffer brothers said, "It'll all pay off." ;) Have a good day and stay hydrated >3
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