WHAT IN THE WATTPAD?!

6

LanLan slept till the early morning. And she realized she was full of energy now.

Tired of sneaking, and being nervous to the point of a stomache and cold, she decided to change her mindset.

She was granted another life, and though she didn't ask for it, nor does she want it, until she found out a way to return to her past world ( if there's even one) LanLan has decided to live this life as best as she could.

Bai LanLan, even though I don't want to, I have to be you now. I hope you forgive me, wherever you are. But now, I am Bai LanLan.

LanLan was very resolved, and like how it was formerly stated, once she decided on something, she will do everything in her power to do it. Her will was the strongest advantage and disadvantage she had.

And since she wants to be Bai LanLan, she has to stop reacting to things like her formerly self.

Etiquette and mannerisms must be learned. Goals must be set and met. And the people around her, though she might never call Mrs. Bai her mother, but since they love her a lot, she has decided to treat them as family. Well, she'll try  in regards to Mr. Bai.

And with this, with full of confidence, she strode down to eat breakfast.
Mrs. Bai was very happy that LanLan was cured of her cold, and was glad she came down of her own will. She fussed a little less, noticing a subtle change.

" Dear, have you...did you gain some of your memories?"

" Mother?"

" Yes dear?"

" If I never gain back my memories, will you...would it be bad?"

Mrs. Bai was surprised by her daughter's question, and was bit saddened that she thought that way. Gathering her gently into her arms, Mrs. Bai stroked LanLan's hair lovingly.

" Of course not darling, memories or no memories you'll always be my beautiful, smart, and lovely daughter."

" Won't it be a problem for you and our family?"

" Well...to be honest there are a lot of factors that will change, but you don't have to worry about them. Change is inevitable after all. And I as your mother, will naturally make those changes in your favor."

Moved by the love Mrs. Bai had for her daughter, LanLan's resolved got stronger.

" Then mother, in order for those changes to be good changes, can I ask for some things?"

Mrs. Bai was curious to what her daughter would ask of her. LanLan got out of Mrs. Bai's embrace and faced her with a determined face.

" I want an etiquette teacher. I understand that our family's standing is not ordinary, as such I also need to uphold it."

"I also want other teachers that will teach me all the things, and hobbies I did before, like piano, waltz, equestrian and other things."

" The last is that I want to live in the school dorm after this school year."

Mrs. Bai was surprised on the last part of her request.

" Sure dearest, the first two can easily be done. Make sure not to pressure yourself about our reputation and such, remember that your birth alone gives you a higher standing. But for the last part, why would you want to live in a dorm?"

LanLan expected that her decision will be met with questioning and she's thought about it a lot. She can  freely, at least more freely is she lives on campus, rather than the Bai Mansion where Mr. Bai lives.

Another thing is that LanLan is just not really used in being served hand and foot for everything, she wants a space where she can work on her own pace with no shadows waiting to help.