Joining the Hats

Chapter 39: Well Then

Mia's POV:
Now I was 6 months and 1 week and Katie was 8 and 1 week she was kinda expecting the baby to come early so Trott always went home in the middle of the day or earlier if Katie said she wasn't the greatest in the morning. I was feeling pretty fine although it was like about another 2 months wait. I just recorded from home so I didn't have to constantly walk up and down stairs and I could stay in my PJ's if I wanted to. I also stopped face cam because I always looked so horrible. I didn't play horror games or recorded more than a 30 min vid then broke it down into two 15 min vids. I slept for most of the day and when I wasn't sleeping I was either watching TV or attempting to make a video. I never thought I could possibly be so tired, I actually slept in and Smith was the one quietly sneaking out and sometimes I would sleep for 4 hours and still wake up tired and looking shitty it was starting to annoy me. "Are you going to get up now," Smith said nudging me. He wanted to stay home just because he could. "Noooooo, leave me alone."
"Come on if you actually get up and do something you may feel a bit better."
"How about no, I didn't get much sleep last night so let me sleep now and I will get up later." He groaned and got up I rolled over and looked at him. "I will get up soon just give me time to do so." He stayed in the doorway just in case I needed any help. "You all good now," he asked. I put on a beanie over my hair because I couldn't be bothered to fix it. "All good."

We went for a pleasant walk outside but we didn't stray to far from the house just in case. We got a few strange stares it was like they were saying. "What is that girl doing with that giant." I just ignored their stares. We sat down on a bench in a not to far away park. Smith had to go to the loo so he got up and quickly went over. A lady that had two kids walked over and sat beside me. "Hi," I said trying to be friendly.
"Hi I'm Emma."
"Mia." We shook hands. Then she said what I was kinda expecting. "You know you don't have to stay with him if he hurts you in anyway you can leave I'm sure you have very supportive family that will help you."
"1, I'm pregnant and 2, why would I leave such a great guy."
"Honey he has brainwashed you, I'm sorry but sometimes they are not as nice as they seem."
"Where are you going with this exactly."
"I have been in those kind of relationships before, it's not easy to escape but you still can. Get out whilst you still can."
"Excuse me, I love him. He hasn't hit me in any way that he meant to hurt me."
"But he has hit you though, because they act like its playful."
"He has only hit me because I have bloody well hit him first, in a freaking playful way. Don't you dare jump to stupid conclusions don't make ridiculous assumptions just because he is a giant and I seem like a midget compared to him."
"Honey."
"No don't honey me I'm 27 and can look after myself thank you very much." Smith walked back. "Ello' what's going on here making new friends that aren't on the Internet," he laughed and smiled. The lady huffed and left. "What was that all about," he asked and reached his hand out so I could get up. "She was assuming that you were abusive because of your tall and large stature."
"Assume makes and ass out of you and me." I laughed and we linked arms to walk back home.

We got back home and I instantly got into bed and demanded a peanut butter and marshmallow sandwich, playfully not meanly. I didn't know why I wanted marshmallows as well I just did. "We don't have marshmallow's," Smith said. I made a sad face. "Well the peanut butter will do just fine then. Thanks."
"What did your last slave die of," he laughed.
"He didn't." I have Smith a kiss on the cheek and he went and made me the sandwich. He came back with the sandwich. "Turns out we had some marshmallows but I didn't put them on the sandwich."
"Thank you so much, you have really been a great help."
"Your welcome. Love you."
"Love you too."
"Alex?" I asked with a sort of shaky voice.
"Yeah."
"I'm a bit scared."
"Why, we will be fine."
"I'm just scared to become a parent, with what happened to mine."
"Mia it will be all ok, promise me. Anyway what's the chance of that ever happening that was, well a freak accident what happened to your dad and what happened to your mum was her own fault and you shouldn't blame yourself."
"I know but it's still scary."
"I know." He kissed me on the forehead and took a marshmallow from my plate. I just laughed I wasn't in the mood or shape to chase him.

1) Sorry for not updating every day like I used to
2) School work and writers block, uuuuuuurrrrrg.
3) I have been watching a TV series. Supernatural, I'm almost at season 2
4) I'm just finding it hard to choose between Supernatural and school work (plus other life stuff) or this and school work (plus life stuff).
5) About 99% of the time I choose Supernatural and then school and life fills up the other time I have
6) About 3 weeks till the holidays, but it's not going to get better because I will be having Supernatural marathons where it's all I do for the whole day. Lazy I know.
7) Again sorry I'm trying my hardest to keep writing and find the time to write, I promise I will finish it I won't leave it hanging.
8) Just so you know I'm coming to an end 😢😢. Probably better anyways as I really really want to watch Supernatural but I also want to keep writing but I just can't choose/do both, so if I finish this up its not so stressful for me to try and write something and I can watch Supernatural without having to worry or think about ideas then miss something cool or important.
9) Bye......
Jk, I will finish up the book, hopefully I can get it all finished up soon so it's not days or maybe even a week between updates.