STRAY KIDS ONE-SHOTS

[ Her Annoying Drug ] Seungmin x Reader

When I finally reached home I was hesitant to go inside. I didn't wanna go inside but I had no other places to go. I sighed and knocked on the door, I waited for a bit until my mother opened the door with a disappointed look in her eyes. 

"Oh, you're back. God right when I was hoping that you got hit by a truck." she scowled with pure venom dripping from her words. "Go to your room brat," she said then turned her heel away from her. 

I stayed silent to not get into any trouble with her. At least Dad was at work now, I hurriedly walked to my bedroom and closed the door. I left my bag on my chair and went to my closet to get my pyjamas. After I got changed I went to my study desk and opened my textbook and my notebook, as I was writing down the notes, I suddenly thought of what I said to Seungmin. I thought of how much hate I was blinded by to say all those cruel things to him. My hand stopped moving along the lines of the page as I recalled his expression when all those words spilt out of my mouth. My hand then freed my pen from my grip and both of my hands made their way to my face. 

"How could I say all those things to him?!" I muttered into the palms of my hands. "Seungmin... I'm so so sorry... why did I say all those things..." I thought as I pushed my hair out of my face and to the top of my head. "He probably hates me... ugh! Why do I have to force myself to hate him so much?! I wish that they weren't my parents, if they weren't then I could just love him without hurting his feelings!" I thought angrily. I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't realise that my Dad was standing at my door filled with anger to see that I was slacking. 

"WHO THE FUCK SAID THAT YOU COULD SLACK YOU BITCH?!" my Dad's loud and intimidating voice scared the living daylight out of me, I jumped out of my chair and looked at him. 

"Dad! I- I wasn't slacking I was just resting for a bit." I quickly thought of an excuse because, of course, I couldn't say that I was thinking about how much pain I caused my crush! He marched towards me and grabbed a fist of my hair and yanked me to the floor. 

"YOU FUCKING BRAT I SHOULDN'T HAVE LET A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT STAY INSIDE MY HOUSE! I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO YOUR MOTHER AT THE START!" my Dad yelled as he stomped on my leg, I screamed in pain as he added more weight to my legs. "YOU'RE SUCH A FUCKING DISGRACE TO THIS FAMILY, YOU BROUGHT NOTHING BUT SHAME UPON THIS FAMILY! GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE YOU BITCH!" he grabbed my arm tightly and dragged me downstairs, my yells of protests were blended with my mother's howls of laughter in the background as she watch me being so helpless as I struggled to get out of my father's grasp. He swung the front door open and threw me out. "I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOUR IMBECILE ASS NEAR MY HOUSE EVER AGAIN!" and with that, he slammed the door shut. 

I stood up and ran away, how could they kick me out so easily with not one bit of mercy? Tears began to soak my cheeks as I continued to run. Where was I going? I had no clue. I just went with wherever my legs were taking me. After a while of running my head started to pound and my legs began to ache so I stopped in my tracks, I looked around to see that the sun was setting, it was about to rain and I had absolutely no sense of direction for the location I found myself at. At that point, I could do nothing but give up. I saw a car passing by and without thinking I ran towards it hoping that it would hit me. "Y/N!!" a loud voice called out then my vision went black as I waited for the impact. 

"Y/N WAKE THE FUCK UP RIGHT NOW!" the same voice cried out, I opened my eyes puzzled to find that I was feeling no pain and to my surprise I see a crying Seungmin. His glossy eyes lit up when he saw that I woke up in his arms. "Y/n! You're okay!" Seungmin hugged me when he pulled back I saw the brightest smile that I've ever seen being pasted on his face. 

"S-seungmin?" I asked as I sat up from his embrace. 

"Yeah, no shit Ms study freak. Also, why did you try to kill yourself?!" Seungmin asked as he pulled Y/n to her feet. Y/n couldn't find an answer but instead, she looked away avoiding his gaze. Seungmin sighed "It's okay if you don't want to tell me, come on I'll take you to my house." Seungmin offered as he took Y/n's hand and lead the way to his house. 

Without a word that needed to be spoken, Y/n felt peace with his presence. She enjoyed the warmth of his hand in her own. It was a comfort that she had been wishing for for a long time but that wish was shoved down deep into her thoughts because of her parents. 

"Was it really Seungmin's fault? Or was it mine? Was it my fault that I wanted to be the perfect daughter for my parents? I wanted their acknowledgement more than anything until I pushed Seungmin away. God, I wish I could turn back time to take back every single word I spilt to him." Y/n drifted off into her sea of thoughts until Seungmin stopped at a cosy house. He unlocked the door and brought Y/n inside, Y/n looked around to see pictures hung on the walls, they were all him and his parents. "You have such a nice house." Y/n complimented as her eyes explored the house. 

"Thanks, now come on. My parents are out of town for a while," he informed as he went up the stair. Y/n not knowing what to do just follow along. Seungmin lead her to a room that Y/n just assumed was his. "Sit, now tell me. Why were you trying to kill yourself?" Seungmin asked gloomily as the both of them sat down on his bed. 

"My parents... they hate me because I couldn't meet their expectations of being the first place in school." Y/n admitted, "Everyone in my family was at the top of their school so no surprise that I had the exact same expectations that I had to achieve." Y/n sighed and looked away. "Because of you. My parents hate me because you stole first place from me! My parents were so proud, they were happy with me, they loved me... until you came along and took everything away from me." Seungmin looked down with sad eyes. 

"Y/n, do you really hate me that much?" Seungmin asked looking at her with a small glint of hope in his eyes. 

"I should... I have every right to hate you... you took everything away from me, so, of course, I would hate you with all my heart," Y/n said, Seungmin's head got hung low as he heard Y/n's reply. He kept telling himself to hold his tears until he heard Y/n's voice again. "But... I can never find myself to hate you. Not even a tiny bit of hatred would appear. Hating you is something I don't want to do or even think about. Yes, I should have hated you but I don't and yes, I know everything I said was cruel but please know that I don't mean a single word that I said to you." Y/n looked away with a blushed face "I don't hate you Kim Seungmin. In fact, it's the opposite, I love you Kim Seungmin." Y/n's face was officially red as a tomato. 

Seungmin looked at her with shock and love filling up his eyes, his mouth twitched into a wide smile as he leapt to Y/n with wide arms. Without having a choice, Y/n was engulfed in Seungmin's embrace.

"You have no idea how long I've been waiting for you to say that! And yes, I love you too Chul Y/n!" Seungmin said with pure happiness flowing along with his voice, a kiss was planted on Y/n's head "Now I'm your annoying drug forever!" he smirked knowing that he'll still be annoying Y/n for as long as they live. 

"Be lucky that I'm addicted to this drug." Y/n smiled and ruffled Seungmin's fluffy hair.