Matthew POV
"I think I have a thing for you and I don't know why or how or if I even do but I don't want to make a thing out of it because I don't even know if it's a thing and I'm so scared that you will treat me different or that Nash will break up with me or JDODKNFBFJD" Joey said to me, she was rambling really bad, she does it when she is nervous or scared. "Joe, it's ok! Calm down sweetie" I said giving her a hug. Is it ok? She has a boyfriend, that boyfriend being one of my best friends, he is absolutely in love with her, I can't do this to him. But I like Joey. "Josephine, I like you. A lot" woah, did I just say that. Joey pulled away from our hug and looked at me, she didn't say anything for about 40 seconds. "Jo, baby say something", what is wrong with me, I just called her baby! Before I tried to clear up what I just said she leant in and kissed me. It was a soft but fierce kiss.
Josephine POV
I pulled back from the kiss and looked at Matt, a smile crept onto his face. "Wow, that made me like you even more" he said pulling me onto him. I sat on his lap and kissed him, it turned into me making out with my boyfriends best friend. Shit that sounds really bad.
"Your a good kisser" matt said resting his hands on my waist, i didn't know what to say so I just smiled and buried my head into his chest, wrapping my arms around him. "Im going to get changed into my pj's" I said squeezing matt before walking into my room. "So I'll go home and see you tomorrow?" Matt yelled loud enough for me to hear him. "No your staying!" I told him. "Are you sure?" Matt asked lowering his voice as I walked out to him. "Yes I'm sur-" I said before stopping to laugh. "Matthew you have your self a situation there!" I said laughing. He looked down. "Well fuck. Thanx Joey" he said. "Any time" I said teasingly. My pj's were my seamless lace undies and one of cams T-shirts.
After Matt had calmed himself down we laid in my bed and watched a movie, half way through it I felt myself having a panic attack, I sat up in a rush. Matt paused the movie, "Jo are you ok!?" Matt kept repeating waiting for me to reply, I couldn't. My breathing has gone all funny, I couldn't think of words to stay. All I could physically do was cry. Matt found a bottle of water next to my bed and he turned the fan on. He put his arms around me.
I finally got the breath the speak, "I'm ok. Panic attack." I said as his arms disconnected from my waist. "Oh yeah cam told me you have them, aw baby girl" Matt said pulling me into him. "Do you need to talk?" He asked, kissing my forehead. "I just. I have basically cheated on Nash. I can't do that. But I want to be with you Matt. And I'm so confused right now, I can't think straight, my vision is blurry as fuck and I have a hot guy hugging me. My life is not ok" I said. I'm not good with feelings. "Are you sure you want to be with me? Absolutely positive" Matt asked me grabbing my hand. "Yes".
A few hours later I woke up to the sound of my phone, I was laying on Matt, I tried my hardest not to wake him up as I moved to get my phone of the bedside table. I didn't bother to look at who it was, I just answered it. "Hello?" I said yawning. "Hey baby, sorry to wake you, but our flight got delayed 3 days, so I won't be home until Tuesday. I'm sorry" a gorgeous voice said, I knew it was Nash, I was so dazed by his voice until I realised I was with Matt. Shit.
You: "Nash we need to talk"
Nash: "right now? You need to go back to sleep"
You: "yes Nash. Now"
Nash: "ok. What's up"
You: "I. Um. I don't know how to say this and it's really killing me. I kissed Matt, well I did more than that"
Nash: "are you serious! Oh my god Joey! How could you do that, I thought you loved me!!"
You: "I do love you Nash. So much. I just. I'm sorry. But. We are over"
Nash: "ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME NO-"
You hung up and cut him off before you broke even more. You started to sob, "Hey. Baby what's wrong. Come her" Matt said pulling you into his chest. You just continued to sob, he rubbed your back and kissed your head a few times. You eventually both fell asleep.
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I hope you like this book :) idk what to say it's late and I'm tried AF haha
