Josephine POV
Matthew and I talked for a while and he said he had to go home, he didn't want to but I forced him to. I wanted to take a nap before Cam and Nash got home, I went and laid in Cameron's bed, his room smelt like him and I loved it. I laid on top of the blankets and rested my head on a pillow, I snuggled up to a teddy bear Nash and Cam had bought for me last time they went on a tour. I couldn't get to sleep so I just laid there looking out the glass doors that over looked LA. I heard a door open and close, a few short seconds later I felt arms wrap around me, "I missed you" a deep tired but gorgeous voice said, at first I thought it was Nash and I got excited, then I remembered what I did to him. I turn over and hug Cameron who was already hugging me. "I missed you so much Cameron" I said as he kissed the top of my head, he asked if I wanted to go down stairs to talk to Nash, I said yes and we walked down to where he was sitting.
"Hey" I shyly said, "hi" Nash said very quietly. We sat at the dining table, I insisted cam sat with us, we agreed he wasn't aloud to say anything or be on anyone's side, he was there to hold my hand and calm me down if I got anxiety. "I guess I'll start...Nash I'm sorry I hurt you, and I don't know why I did it, I really don't" I said. "Do you love Matt?" Nash asked. I didn't say anything. "Do you love Matt?" He repeated. "NO NASH! HOW COULD I EVER LOVE ANYONE OTHER THAN YOU!? There is no other person that I love except for you" I said, starting to get angry and upset. "Why then? Why would you do that? I DONT UNDERSTAND" Nash said, cam gave him a 'calm down' look. "I DONT KNOW NASH! I DONT KNOW IF IT WAS BECAUSE I WAS IN PAIN OR IF I REALLY DO LIKE MATT. I DONT KNOW, BUT IT HAPPENED AND IM SORRY" I shouted. "Babe calm down" cam said squeezing my hand. "No. Don't tell me to calm down. I AM SO SORRY ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED NASH. I HURT MYSELF AS WELL AS YOU! And I shouldn't of. But I can't change it. All I can do is say sorry, and I know that's not good enough" I said as I wiped away the tears falling from my face. "What happens if I forgive you? We go to being friends?" Nash asked. "I don't want to be with Matt" as soon as I said that Nash's eyes found mine and glued to them. Cameron looked at me me, still holding my hand, "who do you want Jo?" Cam asked. "I just...I just want Nash back" I said, I was a sobbing mess, I didn't think he would want me after what I did to him, he wouldn't trust me. Nash stood up and so did cam a second after him, Nash came over to me as cam went upstairs. "I love you" he said to me. I sprung myself onto him and hugged him tighter than ever, "I'm so sorry Nash, I hurt you and I shouldn't have, I shouldn't have done any of that. It's wrong. And I'm so sorry I love you so much and there is no one else in the world I want more than you" I rambled into his chest while he rubbed my back. "baby calm down. I forgive you it's ok. Just please calm down and take a breathe" Nash said, I lifted up my head and wiped my tears, I kissed Nash and hugged him again.
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I guess they were meant to be?
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