Nash POV
It's 7am and I got a call from Josephine, this is strange for 2 reasons;
1. She isn't a morning person. 2. She hasn't answered my calls for days, she has shown no interest in talking to me. I don't blame her.
"Hello?" I said answering my phone, "hi Nash" a sarcastic voice said, "don't be a bitch you'll make it worse" I heard Cameron say in the background. "Look i really need to say this. I'm so sor-" I started to say until I was cut off. "Nash shut up and get your ass over here" she said angrily. "Joey!" Cameron said, "sorry cam. Nash will you please shut your pie hole and get your tight little ass to our house, thank you" she hung up.
I got up, showered and dressed. I got in my car and drove to Cam, Joey's and myself's house (not too sure if that makes sense). I walked in and got in the elevator, getting out on my floor. I went to the door and knocked. No answer. I pushed the handle down and the door opened.
Josephine POV
I heard Nash so I walked down stairs, "hey, sit down" I said gesturing to the couch. "Do you want water or anything?" I asked Nash. "Yes please" he said as he sat down. I got both of us a glass of water and I went and sat next to him. I gave him his water and I put mine on the table in front of us. we both looked each other for a few seconds. "So are you going to start, because I'm not the one with explaining to do" I said. Nash looked down and back up to me again. "I wish I could tell you why I did it. But I can't. And I know really fucked up and I'm not trying to deny that. I know you want nothing to do with me." he said.
"Continue" i said picking up my water and taking another sip before putting it back down again.
"I've messed up so many times, I know that. But I swear, if I was sober and my actions and vision wasn't a blur, I would not of cheated on you. You know me baby, and I wouldn't do that to hurt you, I have only hurt myself" he said.
"Ok. Firstly I want to thank you for apologising, I knew you didn't do it on purpose but I was, am, upset and I was thinking the worst" I said. He nodded. "Secondly do not even say that you have only hurt yourself in this. You have no idea what I have been through and what I have felt the last week and a half. I've been through hell and back-" I added, then I was cut off. "Baby I know. I'm sorry. Cameron told me you isolated yourself. And you haven't eaten or spoken to anyone. But that's not healthy and it needs to stop" he said putting down his drink, not breaking our eye contact. "I know it's not. But I. I was just so hurt and I don't know. I just. I don't know Nash. I don't know" I mumbled. "Baby please just calm down. I'm so sorry I put you through this, you don't deserve it at all. I love you so much" he said grabbing me by my waist and pulling me into a hug. "I love you too. But there is something else that I need to tell you" I spoke into his chest nervously. "Ok what is it" he asked. I took off the baggy jumper I was wearing a lifted up the shirt I was wearing, which was Out of Cameron's wardrobe, and revealed my belly. Nash just stared at it. "I'm 9 weeks pregnant" I said. "But, we used protection" Nash said confused. I looked into his eyes. "And we only did it less than 2 weeks ago" he said even more confused. "Your going to hate me" I said tears starting to drop down my face. "It might be bad. But I'd never hate you baby girl. I promise. Please just explain this to me. I won't leave your side. I swear on my life" he said kissing the top of my head. "When I cheated on you with Matt...we did more than kiss...., Nash I lost my virginity to Matt. And I'm sorry. I don't know what I was thinking. By the time I realised what was happening it was to late and my cherry had already fucking popped. But we used protection....i don't understand. I really don't, to be honest I'm so fucking scared Nash. I don't know what to do" I started to crumble, I broke down and started to cry even more. Nash put his arms around me, "baby. Please calm down, please. It's ok. We will get through this, it will be ok, I love you so much" he said calmly, rubbing my back.
"Why aren't you mad. I'm the worlds worst girlfriend and your telling me you love me. What is going on im tripping out" I said. "Of coarse I'm mad. And hurt. But I don't care. I want to be with you, and I love you and I'm trying to accept this. Have you told Matt?" He said. "no" I replied back. "Baby you need to".
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