yn - I got out of the shower, went to bed with a smile on my face, picked up my phone and remembered that I wanted to put a photo with Jenna on Instagram stories, I put the photo, some song and tagged Jenna, how she wanted to, she probably said it just like that, she probably won't notice it, and if she does, she probably won't even see it because I have a private account and she doesn't follow it, when I received two messages
/Jenna Ortega likes your mention/
/Jenna Ortega sent you a follow request/
yn - oh my god, I don't know, should I accept her? I only have a few really close friends there, she's my crush but then again I don't know her enough to accept her, I also have embarrassing photos and so on, at the same time I think it's a unique opportunity and I also think why me? why did you choose me? after all, there are a lot of local people here, why me, maybe I was simply the closest and so what if I wasn't, again I was interrupted from my deep thoughts by a message notification
/Jenna Ortega sent you a message: accept my request >:( /
yn - when I saw the message I laughed and knew that I had to accept it no matter what she found there, I trust her, I allowed her follow request, of course I was afraid but whatever, we only live once, I got a notification I received a message that Jenna liked my story and also some of my photos
/Jenna Ortega: thank you 🙄/
/yn : you're welcome 🙄/
/Jenna Ortega: you hesitated whether to accept it or not, why?/
/yn : I don't even know/
/Jenna Ortega: ok, but I don't know why you hesitated, but I want to assure you that you don't have to worry and regret it or something/
/yn: good/
yn - honestly? I was relieved, I don't know why but I needed to hear it
/yn - I would like to write with you, unfortunately, but I have to go to school tomorrow, see you in the evening/
/Jenna Ortega: good, good night💗/
/yn : good night💕/
yn - I put my phone down and I had to smile like a crazy person - well I should go to sleep now, I go to bed a little late sometimes because of my parents' fights, which was just this case, I heard them fighting again, I tried to ignore it but just in case if the worst happened I sat on the stairs like I always do but this time I was looking at pictures of me and Jenna and trying not to think about it all when they finished my mother locked herself in the room and my father was slowly falling asleep on the couch when she came to me message
•thank you for reading, I'm sorry to end it a bit tense but I hope you won't be angry•
