Start Of Something New

Honeymoon Paradise

Troy's POV

The wedding had just ended and now it's time that me and Chloe go on our honeymoon. Sharpay and Ryan took the liberty of packing our bags for the honeymoon. I have no idea what they put in our bags. All I know is that Sharpay couldn't stop smiling when she handed me them.

Sharpay told me where me and Chloe would be at for the honey moon. I still haven't told Chloe because I want it to be a surprise. She keeps asking me where the hell we're going. I just keep telling her that it's a surprise. I told her that she's going to love it.

We made our way to my truck and put our bags in the back. I helped Chloe into the truck and then made my way to drivers side. When I got in the truck it took me a few seconds to get it started.

I held out my hand for Chloe to take. But she didn't which was odd because she always holds onto my hand while I drive.

"Hey you okay?"

"Yeah, just lost in thought."

"About what?"

"I think you know the answer to that."

"Babe the miscarriage wasn't your fault. You had nothing to do with that. I know it's hard to accept that we lost our baby. I know I'm having a hard time accepting it too. We just can't dwell on it for the rest of our lives. We have time to try again. In the meantime we have to try and move on from it. I'm not saying that you can't think about it. Just try and think about how happy you would have made him or her. I still love you and I don't blame you for this okay. Trust me when I say that I know how you feel."

"Maybe this is a sign that I shouldn't be having kids at all."

I stopped the truck and got out and went to her side of the car. I opened the door and helped her get out.

"Hey don't you dare say that. You deserve to have kids. You would be an amazing mom. You care more about others than you care about yourself. The amount of love that you give me shows that you would do anything for our kid one day. I don't know what I would do if you weren't in my life. The fact that you care this much shows that you're ready to be a mom. We just have to try again one day when you're ready for it. It breaks my heart that you're blaming yourself for this. This was not your fault. I don't care if I have to tell you everyday. I'll keep reminding you not to blame yourself over this. I love you so much Chloe there's nothing that could make me stop loving you. I will always be right here whenever you need me. You don't have to go through this alone. I love you so much that I can't breathe without you around me. So what do you say that we go have the time of our lives in our honeymoon before we have to come back to reality."

"Will you at least tell me where we're going."

"I can't do that."

"Why not?"

"Sharpay made me swear not to tell you or she'd kill me. But I promise it's not that far from here. You're going to love it I promise."

She nodded her head and we got back in the truck. I held out my hand for her and she took it this time. I pulled up her hand to my lips and kissed it. I saw from the corner of my eye that her cheeks went red.

I love how I have the power to make her blush over the little things that I do for her. She may have been crying just a few minutes ago but she still looks stunning to me. This is definitely one of the best days of my life. 

I don't care how long it takes me to remind her that it wasn't her fault. I'll keep telling her until she believes it's true. I love this girl with my whole heart. There's nothing that I wouldn't do for her.

When we finally got to the airport she was in full blown tears. I was ready to pull her in for a hug when she fell to the floor. I pulled her into my arms. I held her has she sobbed in my arms.

I wanted nothing more than to take the pain of loosing a child away from her. But I couldn't all I can do is be there for her. Yes I'm heartbroken but she was the one carrying him or her. There's no way I can even begin to imagine what she's feeling right now.

I was starting to get frustrated as people were walking by starting at us. I wanted to tell them to mind their own damn business but I couldn't. She needed me right now and I have to be there for her. She's going to be like this for a long time and I'm going to be there everyday for her. I don't plan on leaving her anytime soon or ever for that matter. She's my best friend and life partner. I couldn't imagine spending my life with anyone but her.

We've been through so much together that there's no better feeling than having my best friend by my side every morning. I can't wait to spend forever with her. But that adventure starts with today. When we get on that plane the best times of our lives will happen.

That's if I ever get to the flight on time. Not to mention my ass hurts from sitting on the floor of the airport parking lot.