Usually, when I tell a guy to just enjoy himself and not worry about me, he does just that. Unfortunately, it's not the case with Luca.
He tilts his head, looking at me as if I've lost my mind. "I can't tell if you're joking."
I let out an awkward chuckle. "Nope. I don't feel much down there."
"And when you masturbate?"
"Nothing. I don't even bother."
Luca looks genuinely concerned as he asks, "Is this a
medical thing? Have you seen a doctor?"
I shake my head. "No. I've always been this way. The last thing I was going to do is tell some doctor my vagina's broken."
Luca stares at me for a moment then his features soften. He rests his forearms on either side of my head and gives me a tender kiss before saying, "Let me try. Okay?"
I scrunch my nose, the moment already gone with all the talking. "Honestly, I'm good. It'll feel weird for me and ruin the moment for you."
"Stop overthinking things," he orders. "Just look into my eyes."
Deciding to appease him, I stare into his intense irises.
His voice is low, the timbre hitting a super sensitive spot in my chest, when he murmurs, "Focus on me. Don't think about anything else."
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FanfictionCelebrating her 26th birthday with a weekend in Las Vegas, mafia princess Mariya Koslov caps off the evening with a wedding officiated by Elvis. Luca Cotroni, head of the Italian mafia, has loved Mariya from afar as he solidified his position at the...