I Don't Know Anymore (Completed)

Meeting

Tay's P.O.V:

Its been a month since we last talked to the boys. They keep messaging, tweeting, and texting us but we just ignore them.

" You ready to go?" Piper asked.

I stood up and put my shoes on. We walked out of the house and walked towards the studio. We walked in and we were greeted by the band touring with us.

We all hugged and walked into the back of the studio.

" Hello girls." Our new manager, Marie, said hugging us.

" Hi." All 3 of us said at the same time.

We all sat down around a table.

" So. We came here today to discuss touring stuff." Marie said.
I sat back and looked around.

" I have a question." Zeke said.

" Yes Zeke?" Marie asked looking at him.

" Can our girlfriends join us?"

I looked over at Piper and Tay.

" Girlfriends?" I mouthed to them
They shrugged and I turned to look at the boys.

" You all have girlfriends?" Marie asked.

" Yeah." Chandler said.

" Can you excuse us girls for a minute or 2?" Piper asked.

Marie noded and we all ran out into the hall. As soon as we disappeared from their view I fell to the ground crying.

" Tay?" Marie asked.

" I miss him!" I cried out.

Piper and Tay sat down beside me. " But he doesn't miss you."

" He does." I said covering my face.

" If he does then why isn't he here right now?" Cassie asked.

" Because no one will let him see me or let me see him!"

" Tay." Piper said. " If he loved you he wouldn't have cheated."

I looked down and started crying.

" Tay's right." Cassie said.

" I know she is but she needs to move on." Piper said.

I pushed her off of me and I stood up. " Don't tell me to move on when you haven't!"

They just looked at me. I noticed the boys were in the hall too. I sighed and stormed away.

" Tay." A boy said.

I turned around and saw Jordan standing there.

" What?" I asked crossing my arms across my chest.

" Are you ok?"

" No. My boyfriend cheated on me and my friends are telling me to move on when they haven't even moved on from their cheating boyfriends."

" Boyfriends that cheated on you?" Jordan asked.

I sighed and sat down and Jordan sat down beside me. " Yeah."

" Well they wouldn't be your boyfriends anymore. They'd be ex-boyfriends. Right?" Jordan asked.

I nodded and put my head on his shoulder. " I still love him though."

" I know. The pain will go away soon and you'll forget about him. You'll find someone else. Someone who will treat you better." He said smiling.

" But that's the problem." I said looking up at him.

" What?" He asked looking down at me.

His eyes locked onto mine.

" I don't know if I want to forget him."

" Why?"

" He made me happy. He gave me a feeling no one else could. I don't know if I could find that anywhere else." I said standing up.

" But you don't know until you look. Someone out there could treat you better."

" Im scared to look."

" Your scared of finding someone better."

I looked down. " I guess."

" How much do you love Calum?"
I took a deep breath and tried to hold back the tears. " More than I should."