I Don't Know Anymore (Completed)

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Tay's P.O.V:

I've isolated myself from everyone else. I haven't been back to see Calum for a while. All I do is listen to music.

Marie walked up to my bunk. I paused my music and took my headphone off.

" You need to eat." She said sighing.

" Im not hungry." I said shrugging.

" You haven't eaten anything in like a week!"

" Im not hungry!" I yelled.

I turned away from Marie and put my headphones in. She leaned over and unplugged my headphones.

I threw my headphones off and turned to look at her.

" Eat!"

" Im not hungry!" I yelled getting out of my bunk.

" Where are you going?"

" To see Calum!" I yelled.

I walked off the bus and walked to the hospital. I walked in and I told the lady I was here to see Calum.

I walked in and Calum was still in the coma. I sat down beside his bed.

" Your still not awake." I said shaking my head.

The nurse walked out.

" I have something to tell you." I said biting my lip.

" You can't tell anybody even though everyone already knows. Except the boys and my family."

I took a deep breath.

" I haven't eaten in a week." I said looking down.

" You need to eat." Calum said.

I looked up and saw Calum's eyes.

" Calum!" I yelled.

I hugged him and we looked into each others eyes. I leaned down and our lips crashed together. I climbed into the bed and laid beside him. We continued kissing.

" Tay." Calum said breaking the kiss.

I looked at him.

" Please eat." He begged.

" There's no reason to."

" Your fans. Your family. Your friends. Me."

" But no one likes me."

" Tay."

He brushed the hair out of my face. " I heard what you said. Everyone loves you. Theres no reason to put yourself through this. Please. Don't do this."

I looked down.

" Tay. Please."

" I don't know."

" Please. If you don't eat I won't eat."

" You don't have to do this."

" But you doing it is how I feel. You don't need to do it. Your already perfect."

I kissed him. " Im not."

" You are. Your perfect to me."

" Calum!" Michael shouted.

He ran over and hugged Calum. I started laughing.

" Hi Mikey." Calum said laughing.
" It was so quiet without all the boys around."

" What do you mean?" Calum asked.

" Ashton and Luke. They are also in the hospital."

" I thought they would be out by now."

" Me too."

" Im going to get a nurse and tell the others your awake."

" Tay. Come here." Calum said.

I walked over and he kissed me. " Remember what I said." He whispered.

I walked out and started walking down the hall. It started getting smaller and longer. I fell to the ground and started gasping for air.

My vision started getting blurry. I laid down and I closed my eyes. I opened my eyes and I couldn't see anything.

I tried crying out for help but no noise came out. I closed my eyes and fell alseep.