I Don't Know Anymore (Completed)

Gone

Tay's P.O.V:

" Tay. Please talk." Marie begged.

I ignored them.

" What's wrong?" Cassie asked sitting down in the chair beside the bed.

I closed my eyes and still didn't talk. I didn't want to open my eyes or else I would start crying.

" Please. Tay." Piper said.

" Its been a week since they left! What's wrong? You haven't talk to us since the day they......" Cassie said before stopping.

" Was it Calum?" Cassie asked.

I kept my eyes closed. I closed my eyes tighter.

" Please. Talk." Marie said.

I looked up and Cassie looked at me. Without saying anything she pulled me into a hug. I started crying and curled into a ball.

" Can you use your phone or a piece of paper to tell us at least?" Marie asked.

I remained in the ball and Marie disappeared. A few seconds later she returned with a pencil and a piece of paper.

" Here." She said holding the paper out to me.

I hesitated to talk them but finally took them. I started writing down stuff. I handed the paper to Cassie.

He didn't say goodbye or anything

" He didn't?" Piper asked looking back at me.

I looked down and sighed.

" Tay." Marie said sitting in the chair beside the bed.

I continued to look down.

" Look at me." She said.

I slowly turned my head. I looked up at her and she sighed. She put her hand over mine.

" You need to talk. Please." She begged.

I shook my head.

" Atleast eat!" Piper said.

I shook my head again.

" Why?" Cassie asked.

I grabbed the paper and pencil again and started writing. I handed Marie the paper.

I have no one to eat for.

" What about us?" Marie asked.

I shrugged and took the paper back. A few minutes later Piper took the paper.

He wanted me to eat for you, my family, and our fans. But mostly he wanted me to eat for him. But if he isn't here theres no reason to eat.

" Forget about Calum. Eat for the band and your fans. Please. Just eat. You don't have to talk. Just eat." Cassie begged.

I shook my head.

" Do you want to sleep?" Marie asked.

I nodded and laid back down. I rolled onto my side and watched as they all walked out. I closed my eyes and fell asleep.
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He grabbed me by my throat.

" You don't deserve to eat."

I didn't feel like fighting back. I just looked at him with an emtionless look.

" Your not worth anything!"he growled.

I remained emtionless.

" No one loves you."

I woke up and couldn't catch my breath.

" Tay?" Cassie asked.

The room started stiring.

" What's wrong?" Marie asked.

I started crying and I was pulled into a hug. I curled into a ball.again and cried even more.

" Nightmare?" Marie asked.

I slowly nodded.

" Do you want to tell us?"

I shrugged and Marie held the paper out to me. I sat up and starting writing.

" What or who was that in that dream or what was it about?" Cassie asked.

I handed her the paper and put the pencil down. They all looked at it and looked at me shocked.

" Calum?" Piper asked looking from the paper to me repeatedly.
I nodded.