I Don't Know Anymore (Completed)

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Tay's P.O.V:

" Tay." Piper said.

Cassie's words hurt me. Even though they might be true they still hurt. They might never get the real me back. Maybe I was gone forever. What would happen then?

" Tay. Just ignore Cassie." Ashton said.

I continued to look at the ceiling. The thought of them loosing me was killing me. You would think that this would make me talk but nope.

" Tay." Cassie said.

" Someone is here to see you." Ashton said.

They walked away and the person walked in.

" Tay." Calum said.

I slowly looked to see Calum standing there. He looked like a mess. He had circles under his eyes and his eyes were red.

" Im so sorry." He said.

He walked over but I pushed him away. He looked hurt but he shouldn't be the one that hurt. He's the one that made me even worse than I already was.

" Please Tay." Calum begged.

It got quiet and Calum sat in the chair beside the bed. He reached for my hand but I pulled it away. He looked down and out his hand back in his pocket.

" Im sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I was just scared."

I reached for the pencil and paper but stopped. Calum slumped down in the chair.

" I was scared that I would make it worse if I said goodbye and we didn't talk. I didn't want to put you in pain. But clearly it didn't work."

" They told me that you don't talk or get out of bed much anymore. The only time you get out of bed is to use the bathroom or.....puke." He choked out the last word.

" Please. Tay. You don't have to talk, although that would be nice, but please eat!" He begged.

I shook my head and he sighed.

" Why?" He asked.

I grabbed the pencil and paper and started writing. I handed him the paper.

I just can't. Im too broken right now.

" Im sorry baby. I didn't mean to break you."

I started writing on the pencil and paper again. I handed it to him.

Can you leave? I have nothing more to say.

" No. I won't leave. We need to fix things."

There's nothing to fix! You clearly don't love me anymore.

" Baby. Don't say that. I will always love you."

First. Don't call me baby. Second of all im done talking

" No. Please." Calum begged.

I laid down and Calum sighed. He stood up.

" I just want you to know im sorry."

He leaned down and before I could do anything he kissed me. He broke the kiss and walked out. I sat there touching my lips when all the other burst into the room.

" So?" Cassie asked.

I rolled over and closed my eyes. I started to cry.

" Im going after him!" Ashton yelled.

" Im going with." Luke said.

" No! Boys!" Cassie yelled.

" Im going after them." Cassie said.

A few minutes later Piper appeared beside me.

" Tay." She said.

I opened my eyes and shook my head. She started walking out and stopped.

" I miss you. Please. Come back. Everyone misses you."

She walked out and I curled into a ball and started crying. I missed everyone too but I couldn't come home just yet.