I Love To Hate You|Bad Bunny

6

Love's POV

two days later(Sunday)

During the party a very attractive guy came up to me. I was excited because he wanted my number but then he had to ruin it by calling me Holli fucking Would. I know for a fact Benito had something to do with it.

whatever. I pushed the thought at the back of my brain and focused on the show I was watching.

The sound of a notification on my phone interrupting me.

I picked it up and looked at the unexpected message.

Natalia: you should come over for dinner tonight😋

I thought about it, more than likely my mom didn't make anything once again. Dinner at her house was always delicious so why not.

me: fine if you insist.

Natalia: yay! I'll be there in a few to pick you up!

My outfit was fine. I just put on my crocs and waited for Natalia. Another ding on my phone was heard.

Natalia: here!!

I walked out of my room closing the door behind. Once I reached downstairs the house was quiet. It was always quiet. I liked it but hated it so much at the same time. I don't know when it was that my mom and I stopped getting along. If I remember correctly it was the summer of my freshman year. She always yelled at me making me feel like everything I did was wrong.

"No Love I already told you that's not how you do it!"

I fought back tears.

"I'm sorry mom I thought this is how you wanted me to do it"

We were cleaning and this time she was yelling at me about the way I set down some books on the coffee table. I don't understand, I set them down just the way she told me. It's okay maybe tomorrow I can try better and I can make her happy again.

I also remember when I finally started puberty and I had a "glow" up, people always said how I looked a lot like her. I was so happy about that, my mom was beautiful and I was proud to look like her but on the other hand my mother wasn't so happy.

"Wow love you look so much like your mother these days"

I smiled at my moms friend. I looked over to my mom who had a disgusted look on her face, my smile instantly disappearing.

"No she doesn't so stop saying that"

why doesn't she love me anymore?

I pushed all those negative thoughts to the back of my brain. I had enough sad energy today I didn't need any more. I just couldn't help but feel angry and disgusted at my mom for not keeping a certain promise she made eleven years ago, instead now she goes out and party's with her friends. I shook off the thought, I need to stop thinking of that right now or else I would probably cry.

I walked outside closing the door behind me.

"Hey thanks for inviting me over"

I opened the passenger side door and got in

"Of course although we just ordered take out you know since my parents aren't here", "honestly I just wanted an excuse to hang out with you"

I laughed, "you can just ask and you know I'll be there"

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I got out of the car and walked inside the house with Natalia.

I was immediately greeted by the disgusting creature sitting on the couch.

he looked up and gave me a disgusted look.

"why are you here H.W.?"

Before I could respond Natalia started speaking

"I invited her"

"Whatever, don't you have your own house?"

"don't you have a circus to be performing at?"

his smile dropped instantly giving me a death stare. I held it back and I was not backing down.

"stop! why cant you just get along"

"the day Holli Would and I get along is the day it snows in hell"

I looked at Natalia, "exactly, ósea I'm never going to get along with him, nunca."