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by Maskmypain

by Maskmypain

LOVE's POV

I couldn't help but feel some sort of disappointment when Benito left. We both knew he didn't have football practice tomorrow, it was Friday.

We were about to kiss and the worst part is, that part of me actually wanted it to happen. There was something else brewing between Benito and I and I'm not sure how I felt about it.

I laid back on the bed, letting my head rest on the soft pillows as I stared up at the ceiling.

He asked me about my date, he shared some comforting words when I shared my troubles with him and then we almost kissed?

It didn't make much sense but for some reason I can't help but to think that maybe I do have feelings for him, I tried to ignore it but I don't know how much longer I could.

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I sat in class, I wasn't really paying much attention to it. I couldn't. I kept thinking about what almost happened between Benito and I last night.

At least it was Friday, I could take the weekend to myself and try to forget about this whole thing.

"Hey are you okay? You seem a little distracted."

I turned my head and looked at Natalia. I felt sort of guilty about the situation going on between her brother and I, the worst part of it is that she's in the dark about this whole situation.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I'm just wondering if my moms back or not, but I'm fine."

Part of it was true, I still did have my mom in the back of my head, I was wondering if she even was back or not. I haven't even heard from her since she left and that was about a week ago or so.

"Have you called her?"

I shook my head, "She specifically told me not to."

"Well if you want, we can check after school if she's home or not?"

Part of me didn't even want to check. I wanted to stay at Natalia's house for longer but I probably shouldn't, especially with all the emotions running through me right now.

"Yeah, we can do that. Thanks Natti."

I kind of did hope she wasn't home yet. I wanted to stay at Natalia's for longer. The thing is, I wasn't sure if I wanted to to stay because I wanted to continue seeing Natalia... or her brother.