I Love To Hate You|Bad Bunny

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BENITO's POV

I sat on the couch as a random movie played on the TV. I was on my phone but I was constantly watching the door to see when Love would come back home.

If old me could see me now he would've thought I was crazy.

I looked up from my phone and towards the door again.

"What are you doing?"

I turned to look at my sister who gave me a confused expression.

"Watching a movie."

We both knew I was watching that damn movie. I didn't even know what it was about.

"Oh really? What's it about?"

She walked closer to me as I tried coming up with my best guess.

"Okay whatever I'm not watching the movie. So what?"

She watched me with an amused face.

"Yeah cause you're too busy watching the door. Who are you waiting for?"

Fuck I was so distracted that I didn't even notice that she had been watching me.

"No I wasn't. I literally just looked at the door like two times."

She nodded her head and let out small laugh, "yeah, right."

She gave me another weird look before heading back upstairs.

Fuck, what if she knew about me liking her best friend?

I would never hear the end of it.

What if she got angry?

I could never let anyone know about this, anyone.

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LOVE's POV

I was about five minutes away from my house.

I hadn't told Raúl that I was staying with Natalia and her brother, because then that would lead to him asking too much questions, and I wasn't ready to open up to him like that yet.

Our date was fun I guess, nothing too interesting, just a regular movie date. I thought that this date would hopefully make me change my view on Raúl but it didn't. It only confirmed for me that I didn't actually like him in a romantic way.

"I still haven't asked you yet, did you like the date?"

I looked over at him as he was looking forward, paying attention on the road.

This question was the one I was sort of dreading.

I didn't want to lie to him but I also I didn't want to tell him the full truth and hurt him.

"Yeah I liked it, thank you."

I knew I had to tell him sooner rather than later that I wasn't interested in him like that.

"Good. I'm happy you did. Maybe we can do it again?"

He had parked in front of my house now as he turned his head to look over at me.

I nervously played with the ring on my index finger. I didn't know if I should tell him the truth or not.

"Um yeah we can do that, I'll get back to you."

He furrowed his eyebrows at me.

"You don't want to."

I shook my head at his response, "no, no it's just um-

Fuck I sounded so bad right now.

"It's okay I understand, you don't have to. I'm not forcing or begging you to go on another date with me."

He stopped looking at me and continued looking forward.

I noticed he gripped the steering wheel lightly.

Shit. This is exactly why I didn't want to say anything. I knew he would react badly, they always did.

"I'm sorry. I will if you want me to."

He looked over at me confused, "No, you don't have to. I'll be fine, I promise."

I guess he picked up on my weird energy since he gave me reassuring smile.

I nodded at him, "Okay, I'm sorry for wasting your time. Thanks for the date still."

He didn't say anything so I just opened the door and began walking towards the door of my house.

I turned around and he was gone, he didn't even wait for me, not that I expected him to after what just happened.

I sighed and turned around to walk back to Natalia's house.

I always ruin every possible good thing that could happen to me.