I Love To Hate You|Bad Bunny

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BENITO's POV

Thank god Love didn't notice when I was staring at her and Raúl earlier.

I dont even know what came over me in that mkment, I hated that. I've never acted that way towards a woman before so why would I for Love?

I shook off my thoughts and finished putting my football gear on, I got out onto the field for practice.

I eyed Raúl as he was on his phone texting all while smiling.

I removed my gaze from him.

I shouldn't be paying attention to him anyway, I need to see how we're going to play this out.

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Finally I was home.

I was so sweaty and tired all I wanted to do was shower and go to sleep.

I walked upstairs, I bumped into love who looked like she was ready to go out.

I clenched my jaw, I remembered the conversation I over heard earlier.

She's going on her date.

"What? stop staring you fucking weirdo."

She quickly walked downstairs.

She acted this way towards me yet I wanted her?
I was sick and twisted for this.

I wanted someone who didn't want me.

Whatever.

I walked into my room to take a shower.

As I stripped off and ran the hot shower, I couldn't help but think of her and how the fuck I ended up in this fucked up situation.

I always liked her, always.

I'm just now barely realizing it.

Last year on her birthday.

"Happy birthday, Love!"

I watched as my sister screamed practically letting the whole neighborhood know it was her friends birthday.

I watched as they hugged each other, Love was in a red dress that hugged her in all the right places, she looked bea-

What's wrong with me?  No way I was actually about to say that.

The only reason I'm even here is because my sister and parents dragged me, that's the only reason why I'm here at this stupid restaurant celebrating this she-devils birthday.

Right?

Fuck.

The more I thought about it the more I realized when these feelings were present. Anuel's party and especially that day where something in me overpowered me enough to follow her home to make sure she was safe.

I didn't do it because I was a "good" person like I claimed I was.

I did it because I fucking like her.