I Love To Hate You|Bad Bunny

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BENTIO's POV

Shit.

The more as I thought about these new feelings towards love, I couldn't help but notice that they weren't new at all. They were always there.

Holy fucking shit.

At school, Anuel's party, a year ago on Love's birthday.

The way she looked that day. I remembered all too well. I thought I had a stomach bug or something because of the way my stomach felt when I looked at her in her birthday dress.

I shook off the thought.

Come on you're better than this, you do not like her. It's literally a phase.

I grabbed my phone and dialed Anuel's number.

After the third ring he picked up.

"Yo, let's go out."

"What? I literally just saw you."

"I know but we should go out and do something. I'm sure there's plenty of parties right?"

I had to get my mind off this fucking situation.
I needed to do something, anything. I couldn't be around her right now. I need a distraction, the special kind.

"Now that you mention it, there is a party tonight."

"Perfect, text me the address and I'll meet you there later."

"Alright see you later."

I hung up and got ready for the party. I received Anuel's message, I put in the address in maps.

I grabbed all my things and headed out my room and towards the living room.

As I walked into the living room, Love was sitting on the couch. I looked at her.

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

I didn't even notice I was staring at her some type of way.

I didn't say a word instead I left out the door.

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I had an alcoholic drink in my hand as I was talking with my friends, a few girls were around me.

I was already eyeing the one I would sleep with tonight. She was brunette with green eyes and she had the most perfect curves ever but not as great as-

stop it.

"You want to get out of here?"

I whispered so only she could hear. She nodded her head at me. I grabbed her hand and led her to my car where we would be having sex.

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As I drove home I gripped my steering wheel.

I knew I probably shouldn't be driving right now considering I had a bit much to drink but I just didn't care.

Somehow I made it home safely.

I got out and locked my car.

I got inside the house. No one was around, perfect. I didn't want Natalia seeing me like this.

I walked up to my room. I passed by Natalia's opened door, I peaked my head inside, she was already sleeping. I closed the door quietly and began walking towards my room again.

The room Love was staying in was next to mine, her door was also opened, I couldn't help but look inside, she was still awake.

She was laying down watching something on the TV, she had on hello kitty pajamas. I smiled to myself, it was cute.

what are you saying right now, snap out of it.

I pulled myself out of these nasty thoughts.

She wasn't cute, she's gross, remember?

I continued my way to room.

stop thinking about her. You don't like her, you never have, you never will.