I can't love [Kazuscara]

one month/Chapter 20

As Scara walked, he saw Kazuha's ex-girlfriend kissing another guy, so he went up to confront her and ask if she was cheating Kazuha before...
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Kazuhas ex-girlfriend looked at Scara, and said: "Oh yes, I only wanted to get rid of him, he is so annoying and worthless, he is just a broken person with a horrible job, I couldn't keep looking at his face anymore, so I took the fact that he kissed you to break up with him, isn't that an amazing idea?" She laughed.

Scara listened to every word. He couldn't believe what he was hearing, he was angry, really angry. As the ex-girlfriend laughed, Scaramouche's face turned red with anger. He was ready to explode.
"YOU... HOW CAN YOU BE SO COLD? HOW CAN YOU PLAY WITH PERSON'S FEELINGS LIKE THAT AND JUST LAUGH ABOUT IT ALL? YOU'RE CRUEL, YOU'RE A MONSTER!"
He screamed at her, it wasn't necessary, his voice was loud and harsh in that moment, but words were just pouring out of his mouth.

"Oh well, well. Look who talks? A heartless puppet that was abandoned by everyone, even by his crush? Isn't it right?" She laughed again. "Look, you moron, you're a freak, a monster with no feelings, and you can be offending me as much as you want, you know Kazuha would never love an useless puppet like you."

He stared at her for what felt like hours. He was breathing hard and thinking all the things he wanted to do to her, he was shaking with anger.
"YOU'RE THE HEARTLESS ONE! AT LEAST I CARE ABOUT SOMEONE! AT LEAST I DON'T TRY TO BREAK SOMEONE TO GET WHAT I WANT! AT LEAST I DON'T CHEAT OR LIE TO GET WHAT I WANT! IT WAS YOU! YOU ARE THE MONSTER HERE! NOT ME!"
Scara couldn't control himself anymore, he was so mad at her, he felt his body shaking with rage.

"What a shame, you're auto-humiliating yourself, didn't you break Kazuha first? You were the one who told me that he cheated on me, I can't deny, I cheated on him since the beginning, but you're the one who wanted my relationship with him to end, you're the monster here, emotionless puppet." She was laughing at Scaramouche's face.

"IT WAS FOR HIS OWN GOOD! I JUST WANTED HIM TO KNOW THE TRUTH! MY INTENTIONS WERE GOOD! I WANTED HIM TO BE HAPPY, EVEN IF IT MEANT I HAD TO BE GONE!"
Scaramouche was sad as he said all that.
"At least I can cry... AT LEAST I CAN FEEL SAD, ANGRY, HAPPY... AT LEAST I HAVE A HEART! NOT YOU, YOU MONSTER! YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYONE, YOU JUST CARE ABOUT YOURSELF! YOU ARE NOT HUMAN, YOU DON'T FEEL LOVE!"

She laughed so much this time. "Godness, I can't keep up with those dirty lies of yours! You? Having a heart? Oh oh oh, this is so funny! You're a puppet, you don't have a heart nor feelings, stop fooling yourself around, you know that's not right, you were created to fight and to be superior, not to cry for Kazuha because he doesn't want you!"

He was getting really mad again... she still thought he was just a puppet. He couldn't stand being treated like that, he was just like everyone else. He wanted people to understand how he felt, he just wanted to be normal.
"I... "
He was trying to defend himself, he was trying to find arguments against her words.
"I'm a..."
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He couldn't think, his brain froze, he was thinking about everything Kazuha said, maybe she was right... maybe he was just a puppet after all.

Kazuha was walking by with a hoodie, feeling sad and depressed about everything, and he saw Scara's and her fighting.

Scara saw Kazuha and immediately noticed his face, he didn't want to face him like that... He wanted to tell him everything, he had to. He was supposed to be his friend, but he couldn't keep it as a secret. He needed Kazuha to know.
"Kazuha! Wait a second!" He yelled at him across the distance. He tried to make as little noise as possible, he didn't want to annoy Kazuha.
"Please! I need to talk to you, it's important, Kazuha..."