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chismosos and mari the 🐐

balde 🤤
mari we saw ur post, are you okay??

vini's bf 😍
and please answer us.

me
i'm feeling better

el prohibido 🕺
we're here for you too yk?

me
i know and i appreciate you guys for that
but it's not just me youre there for

el prohibido 🕺
of course we are??

vini's bf 😍
marisol, nos puedes decir cualquier cosa.
no tengas miedo.

balde 🤤
we love you and whatever it is we can help

me
i just barely told my dad. how am i
supposed to tell you guys

vini's bf 😍
theres no rush. we just need you to know
we're here for you and ONLY you

me
i need help

el prohibido 🕺
tell us how we can, we promise it's okay.

me
except it's not fucking okay because having
feelings for pedri isn't either.

balde 🤤
... that's what this has been about???

me
i know it's stupid

el prohibido 🕺
these are your feelings mari. how could you
think they're stupid??

vini's bf 😍
ansu's right. how long has this been?

me
i blew up at the fact when we went out
on thursday

balde 🤤
you told him??

me
how if the only reason he even bothered
to take me out was to tell me
he's dating that girl from the club.

vini's bf 😍
what the fuck is wrong with him

me
that's the problem. theres nothing wrong with him because he can be with anyone he chooses. i'm just being overdramatic and upset

el prohibido 🕺
is there another reason or just that?

me
i really dont wanna tell you guys this tho

vini's bf 😍
whatever it is, we're with you.

me
well... he got a call from her while we were eating, mind you, the restaurant was like half an hour away and it was an "emergency"... so he left me there and thats when i realized i was a jealous mess and was now forced to sit alone at the idea of having feelings for him, more so admitting to it

balde 🤤
he what.

vini's bf 😍
i'm gonna go to his house right now.

me
DONT PLEASE IM BEING SO FUCKING SERIOUS WHEN I SAY ILL NEVER SPEAK
TO YOU AGAIN IF YOU DO

el prohibido 🕺
fuck i'm going too?? who does that? and why
are you defending him?

me
i'm not i just can't have him knowing i have feelings for him when i shouldn't

vini's bf 😍
that's not something you can control though

me
but i SHOULD be able to control them.
we're nothing but friends. except i
hate that more than ever now.

balde 🤤
i still think we should focus on how he ditched you like it was nothing, like who does that??

vini's bf 😍
pedri's a dumbass and it's not fucking okay.

el prohibido 🕺
no seriously, if it weren't for mari saying otherwise i'd be at the front of his house
right now

me
can we drop it? like actually because if we don't i'm gonna throw up at the thought of him

balde 🤤
mari you cant hide your feelings for him

me
but that's what i'm being forced to do

el prohibido 🕺
you don't have to tell him if you don't want to, but you have to live with it and realize that he isn't worth crying over. i couldn't care less if we're friends, no one ditches someone like that for someone they just met. plus i can assure u theres someone BETTER out there for you

vini's bf 😍
ansu's right. you deserve someone as amazing as yourself if pedri is being stupid. we love you but hate to see you cry. we're here for you and that's all that matters. who cares about him when the four of us. it hurts now but it'll get better, okay?

me
you guys are making me sob harder
but like... the good kind

vini's bf 😍
good!!!!!

balde 🤤
te amamos. remember that. you have us
and so many other people.
AND SCREW PEDRI 😡

el prohibido 🕺
can we change the name to pedri hate club

vini's bf 😍
i like it.

me
okay that's pushing it but i really do feel
better from that. i love u guys too

balde 🤤
not as much as us tho 😒

vini's bf 😍
stop trying to compete with mari

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