i mean ig he has a point about it being long distance and ik it hasnt even been a week and ik "nothing changed" and i know i get attached too easily and i know i said if he wanted to then it was fine but
ouch
i think it hurts more that he doesnt seem to be upset
DID I NOT SAY ENOUGH??
IM SORRY THAT I CANT BRING MYSELF TO SAY ANYTHING BECAUSE OF MY FUCKING ANXIETY BUT BRO
YOU CANT JUST RANDOMLY DO THAT TO SOMEONE WHO GETS ATTACHED TOO QUICKLY AND GETS OBSESSED SO MUCH AND HAS ABANDONMENT ISSUES AND THEN JUST ACT NORMALLY AFTERWARDS
i hate this
BRO I HATE THE FACT THAT IM ALMOST CRYING FROM SOMETHING AS STUPID AS THIS- SUCK IT UP FR LMAOO
eh its fine ill get over it
^ bruh youre literally still crying over techno youre gonna ignore it and then fucking break down whenever you remember it again dont fucking lie
^ stfu
i hate the fact that i have different parts of me now cause one part is on the verge of crying another is telling me to suck it up another is saying this is cringe another is saying get over it and another is saying i definitely wont get over it
i also hate the fact that i could still go on ramblings about him
^ cringe
^ stfu
ok im ending it here
PAUSE IT WASNT EVEN THAT BAD ITS ONLY 5 HOURS AWAY AND THE TIME DIFFERENCE IS LIKE 1 HOUR???
ITS NOT EVEN THAT BAD OF A LONG DISTANCE BRO "all long distance relationships are basically guaranteed failure" BITCH-
sorry anyways
