See you then (engl)

friend or traitor ?

Castiel's point of view
Weeks had passed, but Dean didn't come anymore.
I lay in my bed and snoozed a little when a nurse came in.
She glanced at me and told me that I'm going to have surgery in a few hours, I shouldn't eat and rest. Immediately I panicked, hospital is the one thing, but one operation the other. I got up, for the first time in months, I swayed briefly and suddenly everything hurt. I thought about the anesthetic and ran, the nurse ran after me yelling something with code.
I was very hot and cold at the same time, I was sweating like never before in my life.
"Mr Novak, stop"
I got even faster, it seemed to me as if I move in slow motion. All I could hear was my heartbeat, so loud it seemed like it was about to go limp.
I overturned some cars, ran into people, and fell down three times.
I got very dizzy and couldn't breathe, everything just went black.

I woke up in a daze, my head was pounding, everything hurt so much.
"We can't untie him, where is Mr Winchester"
I slowly came to me, anesthesia, surgery, Hospital. My heart was beating twice now, they got that and Doctors joined in as the monitor beeped loudly.
I started crying hysterically, I didn't care if everyone thinks i'm a kid, never again I trusted doctors, not after knowing what they did to her.
I couldn't think straight anymore, thousands Thoughts swirled around in my head.
"Please, everything but no surgery"
"We are really sorry, it is necessary"
,,No-"
I was under anesthesia, tied to the operating table, I didn't notice anything anymore.

I heard beeping, very loud, too loud.
I tried to open my eyes but it was very bright, I was a bit groggy from the medication.
I felt something on my hand, was I still tied?
Too tired to move I dropped my thoughts.
"Hey Sunshine"
I winced and finally opened my eyes.
As my eyes slowly got used to it I started to see something. My room, white, sterile and desolate. And on the left, to m y surprise, was Dean.
moment.
I was about to say something when Dean said before me came,
"As much as I'd like to hear your voice again, you have to rest"
I had to smile, he was so lovely.
I looked down his hand was in my hand that was it. He noticed that I looked oddly confused.
"Sorry, they told me you were pretty scared,
I wanted you to know..
you are not alone"
He wanted to pull his hand away, but something inside me didn't want to, I held his hand tighter.
When I saw him look at me in amazement I looked away, I bet my cheeks were bright red.
I saw him smile out of the corner of my eye.
Fatigue overcame me and I finally fell asleep.

"You won't tie him down, you've seen the reason yourself."
What the- ?
"I'm taking him home, he's better off there"
Dean barged in and informed me that I will come with him.
We, rather he, packed my things, it went quickly. The orderlies were annoyed and treated me like dirt, Dean got even more angry, why was he so angry?

We sat in the car, an Impala and didn't talk Word.
I felt his anger as if it were my own.
I didn't know what to say, I'm never good in something like this.
When we finally arrived at his apartment, which turned out to be an old, hidden bunker, Lilith ran to me and jumped into my arms. But as I held her in my arms and looked over her shoulders, I saw two men, one must be the so-called Sam and the other was.
Gabriel.
I couldn't believe what Gabriel was doing here, I wanted to be sure of him.
He said I shouldn't trust anyone and now here he was.
"Fucking shit, I said when I got back he better be gone" screamed Dean,
so that's why he was so mad.
But he didn't even know him. When Gabriel saw me he looked startled,
"I thought you were dead"
I went into a state of rigidity, unable to move, I don't remember what happened, but as shocked as he was I assumed he had hurt me so badly.
Before I knew it, Dean ran off and slapped him one, and another.
"DEAN WHAT'S THE HELL"
Sam had a really loud voice, he pulled Dean away and protected Gabriel, were they friends ?
"He wanted to kill him, he fucking wanted to kill him"
Sam quickly pulled away from him and looked at him questioningly.
"That's not true, I got a call, they threatened to harm him if-"
"If what ? You didn't help him!"
"I wanted to, but I didn't even have 100 thousand bucks lying around, I'm not a famous wannabe"" Dean looked even angrier.
"Be quiet! He's not a wannabe and I don't believe a word you say"
All eyes were on me, amazed.
Did that come out of my mouth?
I quickly looked away again, as always
"Ohh, the Lord can talk," he said,
laughing, so spiteful and full of sarcasm.
Ever since he was a little kid, he thought he was better than everyone else.
I saw Dean look over at me questioningly, but I wanted out of here, just away from here, simply away from Gabriel.
Knowing my brother he was already dating Sam anyway, he was exactly his type and if not then soon.

,,Cas, wait"
I turned and looked Dean straight in the eyes, that green is just stunning.
"Where do you want to go?"
I shrugged my shoulders, where should I go, I have nothing left. He looked back, turned to me, laid an arm around my shoulder and started to walk.
"Come on, I'll book us a hotel room"
I can't even put into words how grateful I am to him. "Don't worry, I'll take care of the beds, no double bed"
Actually, that's exactly what I don't want.
It sounds strange, but I would very much like to share a bed with him.

When we got there, we stood at the reception.
Dean asked for a room and I stood by silently.
"I'm sorry sir, we only have rooms with Double bed, so do you take two rooms !?"
"Yes, two please"
My heart skipped a beat, I was embarrassed for him, I considered leaving.
Dean thanked him, grabbed my wrist and pulled me with him.
When we got into the elevator, he smiled ever so slightly
"If you don't mind, I'd say we share a room anyway. You know homophobia is very common in our time right now"
I thought for a moment, actually, I hadn't even thought of that.
"Not that it means anything"
And another slap in the face, I nodded and the elevator opened.