We Made It Out In Love {M. R.}

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TW: SELF HARM, TALKS OF SUICIDE

—-DAISY'S POV—-

After Draco left to see why the guys were fighting, I made sure I locked the door before I went into the bathroom and locked the door. When I sat on the floor, I created a knife out of thin air. I pulled my sleeve up and cut my wrists. I feel bad, but I can't help it. After that, I walked out, made sure the blood wouldn't be seen, and walked to the astronomy tower. I sat at the edge of the tower when I hear someone walk up.

"So, what is it this time? Why are you going to try and kill yourself this time?" Mattheo asks, and by the look on his face, he's sad. "I just can't do this anymore. Theo fucking me and walking out, him hitting and choking me because I'm hanging out with even just my brother, him fucking someone else and trying to pass it off as 'it doesn't matter, it was just an emotionless fling' but then turning into the perfect boyfriend in front of all of you guys. Then, even though he told me to talk to you guys, when we get to my dorm, he pushes me up against the wall or throws me on the ground and chokes me." I say, lifting my hair, "He's given me all these different bruises, and he doesn't even give a fuck. It's getting so exhausting I just... just don't want to be here anymore," I finish. He looks at me, shocked. "Do you want me to show you the bruises? They are the main reason I never wear short sleeve tops, shorts, or even dresses." I say, and he nods his head. I lift my sleeves and show him the bruises. His eyes immediately go to the fresh cut on my arm and lightly touches it.

"Did he do this?" He asks softly, and I shake my head. "Why would you do that to yourself?" "Do you want me to go over it again?" I ask him, and he shakes his head. "Are they only on your arms?" he asks and I shake my head again. "Can I see the rest?" He asks softly, and I nod my head, pulling my shirt off of my head. And pulling down my pants, leaving me in my bra and underwear. (a/n for all u dirty minded folks, no, they don't fuck, he just looks at the bruises) Mattheo looks at me and sighs. "Why would he do this to you?" He asks. "I don't know, he didn't like me talking to anyone, especially boys. If I would talk to anyone, teachers included, he would hit me, but if I talked to any males, he would chock me within an inch of my life-" I stop, reliving one of the worst moment

—-FLASHBACK—-

"No, please no," I said, cowering against the wall after he cast a silencing spell around the room.

"Oh, but I have to punish you, Daisy. You wanted to talk to other men, and you know the consequences," He says, laughing.

"No, don't," I say, sinking into a fetal position.

"Oh, but my dear Daisy, these are the rules, and I can't not punish you," He says walking up to me. He kicks me, telling me to lay flat, and I do, knowing that if I don't I'm going to get beat, too.

"But why i-is it a rule?" I ask as he lowers himself to sit on me.

"Oh, my dear Daisy, you don't want to get 2 punishments in one day, now, do you?" he asks and I quickly shook my head. He sits on me and moves his hands to my neck, pressing down. "This is for your own good, Daisy. Maybe next time, don't-" he pouches down harder with each word "disobey my rules-" he keeps his hands at that pressure, "And then you won't be choked within an inch of your life."

I start gasping for air, unable to breathe. "S-sto-" I say in a raspy voice.

"Oh, princess, you don't get to tell me what to do," he says, his grip getting tighter and tighter, until I am unable to breathe. Then, everything goes black

—-END OF FLASHBACK—-

"Daisy?" Mattheo says.

"Get off me," I say, cowering away from him, still not registering that it's mattheo and not Theodore. "Hey, princess, I won-" I cut him off, "DON'T CALL ME THAT," I yell, hyperventilating. "Ok, what about Angel? Is that better?" he asks. I nod my head, unable to breathe. "I'm going to go get your brother, stay there," he says. I nod, and move over to the wall, scared Theo is going to come and choke me again. When I hear steps coming up the stairs, I cower against the wall, thinking Theodore is coming to get me. "...She was talking about how Theodore would choke her and hit her-" I heard Mattheo's voice coming up the stairs. "-and now she's hyperventilating because I think she just had a flashback," Mattheo finished. Him and Draco appeared at the top of the staircase and Draco came up to me immediately. "It's ok, Dais, just breathe with me. In 1 2 3 4, out 1 2 3 4," he repeats that until I've calmed down. "Dais, you ok-" Draco asks, but gets interrupted.

"Daisy, Princess, where are you?"

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uh oh whos coming? It's THEO. 

but anyways, another question.... oo I got one. When is the latest youve ever stayed up? mine is when i post this, at 4:30 am my time. I'm tired af tho so ima go to sleep in a min after i publish this(maybe i might just stay up reading then hate my self in the morning)
-i did infact hate myself, i stayed up all night talking to yall 😂😭 i fell asleep on the couch and i never do that

also, 3 CHAPTERS?!? unheard of lol. this is going to be the last chapter tho for the night

also, if anyone is going thru ANY of this(thinking about suiside, self-harm, anything) my hearts go out (i personally havent gone thru it but ik that its hard)