Dark Secrets (Mattheo x reader )

hurt (chapter 9)

                  Mattheo's pov and thoughts

(I can't lose her but I don't want to hurt her even tho it means I get to turn her emotions back on )

*A bell rings and everyone goes to lunch

*Pansy,Enzo,draco,and Tom are all at the lunch table deciding how they want to turn on yn's emotions

Pansy: " maybe if we bring up her mother?

Draco: " that might be a bad idea but it can go both ways ,it can hurt her or she might hurt you so I don't think you should do it

Enzo: " but you said it could go either way so what if we do it and it works but if we don't try will never know

Draco: " when she gets weaker then we can try it but right now it's to risky

Enzo: " ok I guess"

           Mattheo's pov and thoughts

*Yn is up at the astronomy tower smoking and Mattheo walks up

(Why the hell is she smoking she knows that's not good for her )

Mattheo: " why the hell are you smoking ? "

Yn: " why do you care ?"

Mattheo: " I don't care"

(I do care but I can't say that )

Yn: " ok then ,don't worry about what I do with my life then "

Mattheo: " stop acting like this,your acting like a bitch"

Yn: " it's not my fault you are starting to like me"

Mattheo: " I don't like you I never will ,you are a pathetic bitch ,your a slut,a whore ,I would never like a girl like you

(I hate being so mean to her but I part of me liked getting that off my chest , a part of me believed what I said was true)

                     Yn's pov and thoughts

(I felt a part of me wanting to break but that feeling left me soon ,if he wants to get me to turn my emotions on he will have to try harder this attempt was kinda pathetic)

Yn: " lol ok ,I honestly don't care cause I would never like someone like you either,I would never want to date you ,you are exactly like your dad ,you pathetic peice of shit

               Mattheo's pov and thoughts

(When she said that I felt like she was ripping my heart out I started to like her but maybe she is just a horrible person but I can't show sadness and weakness so I have to show it a different way ,anger)

Mattheo: " fuck you yn ,you are a bitch who deserves to die and I'm not like my dad but you are like yours, a pathetic fucking loser ,he deserves to die.
"

(I know I went overboard but once I started a couldn't stop I hate myself)

                    Yn's pov and thoughts

(I feel a little pain and sadness peeking through me then I realized he is just doing this to try and get my emotions back on or at least I hope so ...)

Yn: " haha I know what you are trying to do and it won't work I'm not as pathetic as you ,you will never see or talk to that pathetic little bitch anymore I'm much stronger without those stupid emotions they make me weak so I think I will stay this way ,you guys will never be able to make me crack so quit trying"

(A part of me knows they could break me but I don't want them to )

*Yn walks away and goes to the lunch room

                Mattheo's pov and thoughts

(How could she be so horrible just before the coma she wasn't like this I don't know if I will ever be able to get her back so maybe I should stop trying)

(No matter how much I don't want to lose her I realize I never "had her " in the first place no matter how hard I want to believe maybe there was something between us but that is long gone now I will never stop liking her but maybe it was right people just wrong time but I will never stop trying to get the girl I like back even if it takes years I will never stop trying

* Mattheo walks to the lunch room

                    Yn's pov and thoughts

*Yn sits down at the Slytherin lunch table
right next to pansy

Yn: " hey bitches whats up?"

*Them ignore her

Yn: " what's wrong with you bitches?"

*They ignore her again

*Mattheo walks in and sits on the other side of pansy

Pansy: " hey babe"

Mattheo: " hi love"

*Yn rolls her eyes

(Babe!? Ugh whatever I don't care )

Draco & Enzo: "sup Mattheo"

Mattheo: " sup guys"

Yn: " hi to you to "

*Everyone else talks around her

Yn: " oh I see what your doing ,you think ignoring me will hurt my feelings and I will break and turn my emotions back on but like I told Mattheo you guys can't break me so stop trying "

Pansy: " no we just don't want to talk like a bitch like you"

Mattheo: " we don't talk to sluts so walk away "

(They are trying to hard they won't be able to break me like this)

Yn: "whatever"

*Yn walks away

(He called me slut but I don't care I don't like liars )

              Mattheo's pov and thoughts

(I feel bad that I'm having to fake a relationship just to try and hurt yn and I feel bad for what I said ,what if when she turns her emotions back on she doesn't forgive me )

Pansy: " I feel really bad that we have to do this"

Enzo: " me to, but what is she is hurting from this even tho her emotions are off I mean the things we have have to do something to her "

Draco: " no they don't but it won't be to long until she gets really reckless"

Pansy: " what do you mean ? "

Draco: " she might start killing people for fun "

(She might kill people )

Enzo: " what if she tries to kill us!? "

Draco: " I don't think she would hurt the people she cares about ,deep down she still cares I guess"

Pansy: " well we need to get this over with I don't know how much longer I can fake date this motherfucker and I don't know how much longer I can be mean to yn she is my best friend"

Mattheo: " yeah we need to get this over with I need regular yn back"

Pansy: " Mattheo do you like yn!?"

Mattheo: "not this version of her so let's not talk about this until the regular yn is back because I hate this version of her"

Draco: " ok"

*School bell rings

Mattheo: " ok see you guys later"

Pansy, draco & Enzo: " ok bye"

*They all go to their classes

                   Yn's pov and thoughts

(I'm bored and want to have some fun )

*Yn sees a ravenclaw boy and grabs him and brings him into a storage closet.....

To be continued.....