Dark Secrets (Mattheo x reader )

heal (chapter 23)

(Short chapter)

             Mattheo's pov and thoughts

*Mattheo picks up yn and rushes her to the hospital wing/nurse

Pansy and Mattheo get to the nurse wing with yn

Poppy pomfrey(nurse): " oh my heavens , what happen to miss malfoy?"

Mattheo: " she- uh - she passed out in her bathroom and hit her head "

Poppy pomfrey: " that's all?"

Mattheo: " help her first and I will tell you what happened!"

Poppy: " yes yes ok"

*Poppy takes yn and gets her on a medical bed and puts a spell on yn to heal her head

Poppy: " ok tell me what happened now"

Mattheo: " well- she uh -well-i uh -she "

*Pansy sighs

Pansy: " she got raped really hard by mans guy sthat put something in her drink and they punched her and tourted her "

Poppy: " who was it ?"

Mattheo: " it doesn't matter we already took care of them "

Poppy: " you killed them !?"

Mattheo: " no we knocked them out for hurting yn "

Poppy: " tell me who it was now !"

Pansy: " it was Cedric and his group of friends"

Poppy: " ok ,I will be right back I have to bring this up with Dumbledore "

*Poppy leaves to tell Dumbledore

*Mattheo and pansy sit down waiting for yn to wake up

Pansy: " do you think she will be ok?"

Mattheo: " I hope so "

Pansy: " I feel so bad for her , she already had to go through this before and it was her worst fear to go through it again and it happened again"

Mattheo: " it was her fear ?"

Pansy: " and it still is "

Mattheo: " God this all my fault, If I would have just gotten over myself and not thought she was going with them to make me jealous then she would have never gone through this again "

Pansy: "matthoe you can't blame yourself,you had no idea that this was going to happen and you were sad that she was hanging with other people to make you jealous "

Mattheo: " I don't pansy, I feel like it's my fault "

Pansy: " stop ,yn would hate that we are blaming ourselves"

Mattheo: " I guess your right"

*It goes silent for a minute

Pansy: " what if she turns her emotions off again?"

Mattheo: " do you really think she would do that after what happened last time ?"

Pansy: " I don't know maybe "

Mattheo: "I think  she will pull through "

Pansy: "she always does "

Mattheo: " yeah .."

*It goes silent again

Pansy: " you know she really loves you ,she never wants to hurt you but she believed you when you said you needed someone better "

Mattheo: " I never actually meant it ,In doing this to protect her"

Pansy: " yn doesn't need you to protect her ,she has been protecting herself her whole life , she will survive, somehow she always does , "

Mattheo: " I still want her to be able to live her life without fearing she is in danger"

Pansy: " she feels safe when she's around you , and she doesn't feel safe around many people , all she needs is you to be with her ,love her ,care about her that's all she has ever needed , that all she wants and when it comes down to it ,we all know you will protect her but we also all know she will be able to protect herself, she is more powerful then everyone we know , she can protect herself Mattheo but she needs someone to love her because for some reason she can't love herself "

Mattheo: "I'm just scared pansy, for the first time in my life I'm scare of something so little I'm scared of love, I'm scared she will hurt me ,leave me ,thats why I usually don't do relationships but for the first time I actually love someone, I love her "

Pansy: " then show her that "

Mattheo: " I will try "

*Dumbledore and poppy walk in

Dumbledore: " is she awake yet?"

Mattheo: " no sir "

Dumbledore: " poppy pomfrey told me what happened, so it's true Cedric and his friends raped yn ?"

Pansy: " yes sir "

Dumbledore: " well I'm going to suspend Cedric and his friends so they learn their lesson"

Mattheo: " suspended ! , They should be kicked out ?"

Dumbledore: " if they do anything horrible after they get back from the suspension then they will be kicked out but we hope that if we suspend them they will learn their lesson "

Pansy: " that's bullshit!"

Dumbledore: " miss pansy Parkinson! , Watch your language around me or you will get suspended to "

Pansy: " I- uh yes sorry sir "

Dumbledore: " ok well when yn wakes up one of you come get me so I can ask her side of the story to understand more but for now Cedric and his friends are suspended "

*Dumbledore walks out

*Mattheo punches the wall
Mattheo: " fuck!"

Pansy: " Mattheo calm down "

Mattheo: " I can't, after Cedric comes back he will just be more upset and probably try raping yn again "

Pansy: " well we won't let that happen, right?"

Mattheo: " yeah yeah ok"

Pansy: " let's head to bed ,she will probably out for a while"

Mattheo: " yeah ok "

*Mattheo and pansy fall asleep in the chairs by yn's hospital bed....

To be continued