Two sides, One heart

~Chapter 19~

It's been a month now that we have been attending oak hills. I have decided that I need to tell Jack about what happend between me and Damian.

Over this month me and Damian have been hanging out more and meeting each other without anyone knowing. I feel bad because Jack knows I have been seeing someone and has been throwing questions from left and right.

I need to tell him, I really do but i'm so scared. I mean I have to tell my best friend that I have been seeing the guy that he hated from the first day he got here. Jack deserves the truth, I just hope he can somehow accept it and not hate me after this.

I was walking over to Jacks house at this moment. I was going to regret this, I'm sure but he needs to know. I can't start anything with Damian without my bestest of friend knowing.

I knock on the door and Jack opened the door.

"Hey Amy!" He smiled being very happy.

"Hey Jack" I said forcing a smile on my face.

Jack know something was bothering me and told me to sit down.

Here goes nothing.

"Amy what is wrong?" Jack said worried.

"Jack" I start to get tears in my eyes. I feel like I have betrayed my friend. Maybe I have, like who goes for a guy that hurt your best friends feelings so bad. Maybe I am a horrible friend but that is even more the reason he deserves to know what I have been up too.

"Amy why are you crying what happened" Jack said now hugging me.

"I'm so sorry Jack" I said bursting out in tears. He is going to hate me for sure.

"Amy tell me what is wrong" Jack said being serious but also worried.

"I am a horrible friend Jack but you deserves to know the truth. I have been hanging out with someone that I know you warned me about and we have became closer over this month" I said looking at Jack now shocked face.

"Who have you been hanging out with" Jack asked.

"Damian" I said now looking at the floor I know i'm going to get what I deserved.

"Amy you can't tell me you have been hanging out with the guy that called my relationship gross from the start" Jack said letting me go now.

"Jack please you have to understand I tried to not get anywhere near him but over time I got to know him and he turned out to be so sweet and caring. And you see me as the worst friend ever at this moment I get that, but I'm sorry, really but my feelings for him are just too strong." I said hoping Jack will understand.

"You have been hanging out with him when you told me you were busy weren't you? Amy I warned you he is bad! He is a player and will break your heart like your just gum under his shoe. He will break you and I can't see you in that state" Jack said almost yelled.

"I know Jack, I know but I have a feeling he likes me too. I mean we kissed once and he was so truthful that couldn't be a lie, could it?" I said now thinking if Jack may be right.

"You kissed him! Amy he got you where he wants you! How can you be so blind he just wants you because you stood up to him that day. He wants to break you like he said he would." Jack said now standing up walking around.

"Jack please maybe he isn't like that" I said standing up aswell.

"Amy he already has you wrapped around his finger. You can't do this to yourself, I won't let you!" Jack yelled.

"But Jack that is my choice to make. If he break my heart that is my lesson to learn! Please just don't hate me. I need you, I can't lose you" I said begging