Helena's POV
Luckily Jayden ran to his room and James was already in when both Julie and I got there.I pushed open the door slowly to find almost everything damaged and my mate completely naked.James was trying to hold him down from ruining more things.
"Get a hold of your self brother stop behaving like a fucking kid!!" James yelled at his friend.
"It's my fault my baby died,it's my fault Helena got attacked it's my Fault bro..There's nothing I can do right,My parent got killed in my presence and I couldn't do a thing I'm such a looser." He wiped.
"Oh you are done blaming lily now huh?,You should be with Helena you idiot!" I guess none of them realize we are in.
"She probably hates me now.I feel like dying man." My Mate says in the middle of a sob.
"Then go jump down from a hill you nitwit.You should be with her not acting like a baby."James says and both Julie and I chuckled making both of them conscious of our presence.
"Can I talk to him" I asked.James nodded and left with Julie.
"Can you go put on some clothes and stop avoiding my gaze." I said to him and he immediately run off to his bathroom I lie on his bed and wait for him.He froze when he saw me on his bed.
"Come here you cry baby."I patted on the bed and he got on the bed and lay quietly on his side.
I move near him and snuggled into him with my back at his front Which makes him froze.I took his hand and put it at the front of my stomach.
"I just want to sleep can you please relax and stop acting as if I'm repulsive.If you want to talk we will do that in the morning but now I just want to cuddle." I told him and he relaxes before I finally fall asleep.
"Good night Helena".He whispered and I blacked out.
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3:30am.
"Hey Jayden why are you crying?."I said in my sleepy voice.His sobs actually interrupted my sleep.And when I turn back I find him sitted with his back at the wall.so this man is a crybaby.
"I'm so sorry Helena..I'm sorry for pushing you away I was scared.I didn't have the strength to loose someone else and I know that's a stupid reason.I'm sorry I made you feel unwanted,I'm sorry I made you a laughing stock,I'm sorry you lost our baby I was a fool." He said and I sat up next to him.
"I was hoping we will have this conversation in the morning but now that you brought it up...You were selfish and didn't think about me,After the sex we had you boned me off and I felt used,I felt dirty and I cursed myself .I make several attempts to talk to you but you pushed me away Jayden,I already gave up on the hope that you will still want me.I'm tired of being the only one to fight for us and when I found out that I miscarried because I got into a fight,that was like the last straw for me.Honestly,If you didn't lost it this evening I would have been in my pack by now." I explained and Jayden wipes my tears.
"I'm sorry Helena I I know I'm not worth it but can you give me another shot?,I will forever blame my self for the lost of our baby and I will always regret my actions but please give me another chance I can't loose you". He said.
"I already packed my bags and I'm leaving in the morning.I can't do this back and forth again.If you want to accept me please do and if you want to reject me let's get it over with.I'm exhausted for real.". "I sighed
"I love you so much Helena.I was a fool not to realize it soon...let me make it up to you babe." He snuggled into me .
"Hope it's not the mate bond talking?"
"Mate bond can't really affect us rogues.We are limited to things entitled to a wolf in a pack.I can assure you that it's not the mate bond I love you for real and I want us." He says and peck my lips.
"Are you sure ?".
"One hundred percent." He says and hold my head with his two hands making me look straight In his eyes. "I love you so much Helena.So much"
"How about you show me just how much?".I said in a flirty voice and Jayden's eye sparkled.
And before I could comprehend what's happening I was on my back with Jayden between my legs.
He gave me the best time of my time and crowned it by sinking is canine in my collarbone marking me as his.
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I AM SORRY IF I DISAPPOINT YOU BY NOT ADDING SMUT SCENE HERE🥺
I'M JUST NOT FEELING IT 😑
THE ONE I WROTE FEW CHAPTERS BACK IS NOT REALLY ENCOURAGING SO I FELT I SHOULDN'T BORE YOU WITH MY NONSENSE🥺😪.
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Mated To The Rogue.
Werewolf" The Rogues Series"-Book I ❤️ Helena wants nothing but to find her mate at the age of twenty two and when she did,It shocked the hell out of her. She was mated To a ROGUE.Only to be rejected a couple of times... Jayden wants nothing than to survive...
