Chapter 19

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Helena's POV.

      I tried to open my eyes but immediately shut it.The light in the room is much.I tried opening them now slowly as I let them adjust to the light.I look around the place doesn't look like my room.

My neck stings,I tried raising my hand to touch it only to find it hook to an IV.I'm in the infirmary!.I grunt and shut my eyes while I let the previous event played in my head.Lily almost killed me because of Jayden.!

Few days before the incident, I just left Damion and Julie in the room Damion was staying and was headed to my room but my steps halted when I heard Lily and some people talk in their room.

'What sort of feelings is that?,Jayden already have a mate!' One voice says.

'Jayden have a mate but did he accept her?,from what I heard he's even avoiding her which means he will be rejecting her soon.' Lily'voiced and my heart broke.

''He's avoiding her doesn't mean he will reject her!,what if you find your mate what will you do.?' The first voice asked again.

'I will also reject him.I'm certain that Jayden will be rejecting her soon.he wouldn't want a weakness like Helena.' Lily replied again.

And I left angrily to my room before breaking down.When Lily approached me in the morning that we should spar I was too blinded by rage to refuse her.How dare she tries to take my mate even if the idiot doesn't want me?.

We fought in our human form before shifting to our wolf form only to loose chunk of meat from my left side and pinned in the neck till someone pushed her off and darkness swallow me.

"Helena?" I forced my self back to the present and open my eyes only to find Jayden staring down at me with worry.I rolled my eyes internally. "Thank goodness you are awake..are you feeling pain anywhere?" Before I could react,the pack doctor had already replace Jayden where he was standing to run few test.

"Can I have some water.?" I asked which is barely a whisper due to my dry throat.

"Of course you can." The doctor replied and faces Jayden. "Can you please bring water for Helena?"

"Please I don't want him bringing water for me..If there's no one else to bring it I would rather stay dehydrated."I glare at Jayden who looked hurt..I care less.

"If that's what you want,I will go bring it for you myself." The doctor left leaving Jayden and I alone in the room.I turned and face the wall.

"Why are you doing this?". He asked me! I turned and face him with the new strength I have got from my anger.

"Did you seriously just ask me that Jayden?,for real! I almost died because you chose to torment me.Maybe if you had reject me properly I wouldn't be in this situation.When I'm well and strong enough to leave this place,let's get it over with so everyone can move on with their lives." I sighed.That was draining.i felt movement in the room and open my eyes to see Jayden closer to my bed.

"I'm sorry Helena.Lily is locked up now for attempting to take your life but you getting beaten on the training field has nothing to do with me and it's not my fault it got to the extent of taking your life." I stare at my stupid mate bewildered.

"Get out"

"What!"

"Jayden get out of here!"I yelled and my eyes watered.

"Jayden she asked you to get out."I turned to find both James and Julie now in the room.Julie glare at her brother who looked dejected before dragging himself out.huff

James and Julie both rushes to my side.

"How are you feeling and what happened with Lily?"Julie asked curiously worried.

"I'm fine.what happened was your brother's fault."

"No offense but I don't think it's Jayden who paired you both for the training so.."James question and I explained everything I heard to them.

"...you know,I'm no longer hoping that Jayden will accept me..he should stop postponing rejecting me so those who want him wouldn't make attempt or kill me thinking I'm in their way..".I whimpered at the thought of being rejected.I dread that day.

"Shit!,I should kill that babe.How dare she!" Julie exclaimed angrily.

"I know it's not fair to ask you this but can you please give Jayden another chance?..one thing I am sure Of is that he will never reject you he's just scared".James looked at me hopefully.

"What is he scared of?,and who told you he didn't want to reject me.I'm tired of hoping James really tired."I answered and before james can say anything the doctor walks back in with my water.Took him long enough tho..I rolled my eyes.

"Helena sorry it took me long,some kid twisted his right foot and I just had to set it back immediately so it won't heal wrongly.."He explained and handed me the water which I downed immediately.

"When can I go to my room?"I asked after I have had my feel if the water.

"You can leave any moment from now.Nothing is holding you up here but you got to be back here in the evening so I can check and change that dressing on your neck so it doesn't get infected." He completed while I touched the wound on my neck inflicted by that bitch.I winced at the pain.

"Why is she not heeling?,she should have it's been couple of hours now." Julie asked.

"It's true and I have been wondering why too but I guess her wolf is just too weak to heal her now."The doctor explains.

"I haven't been feeling my wolf since I woke up and I was in my wolf form when I passed out.."I trailed off.

"Like I said your wolf is too tired and it uses the last strength it's got to shift back so you can get treated.You are fine and I suppose you don't have any questions I will go now." I nodded and he left.

"Let's get the hell out of this place.I hate the smell of an hospital." I huffed as get down from my bed.

"Can you walk? Do you need help?".James asked.Gosh why am I not mated to this angel.?.. my wolf barked at me for thinking anyone is suitable than our mate.

'So you are awake now huh?,how are you feeling tho'.I asked my wolf.

'Not bad,i feel as if I lost something.As if something left my body.And I am tired. I want my mate.'she pouted in my head.

"Helena is something wrong,you are zoning out are you alright?.".Julie rushes to my side and I mentally slap myself.

"Just taking to my wolf,she's awake".I said smiling as we all left the infirmary and headed for my room.

"That's nice.See you guys later I am off to Jayden's office.we really need to stop laying off ending those stupid pack now we have to do something.Damion and Jayden are talking now and he asked me to be there so I'm gonna go." James said leaving Julie and I.

"I hope he doesn't scare the boy away."Julie sighed.

"I hope so too.I wonder why you both haven't completed the mate bond yet.He should have mark you."I said smiling as I hopped on our bed.

"I love Damion so much mate bond or not but I want my brother to approve of him he's my only family."She sighed again.

"You know,someone said if you sigh like that you looses one pant of blood and you've been doing it a lot why calm down."I grinned and she chuckled. I m glad she did.

"You know I'm your family too.Mated to your brother or not I love you and I care about you so I hope this works between you and Damion."I told her truthfully.

"Awwn thanks baby.Damion and I already worked out it's just Jayden that I'm worried about."She frown again and I pulled her into a hug.

"You'll be fine".I told her.

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