The ride home was quite, we dropped Brianna off at her house and then proceeded with the hour long drive back home. Tyler hadn't said anything since my little outburst.
I honestly don't know where that came from or why I said it. Lies I know why I said it but I really don't want to admit it to him. I mean I only just met the guy few days ago yet I have this huge crush on him and I let him kiss me. Wow Jianna nice one, and what if he doesn't feel the same way about you as you feel for him. This could be a disaster waiting to happen.
Five minutes past and nothing absolute dead silence. I want to apologize for what I said to him. That was out of line, I mean he had a life before I came and he's gonna continue to have his life. I mean who am I to judge if he still wants to hook up with his ex. That's his fat to fry. Who cares if he continues to hook up with her and somebody gets attached obviously he won't. Well guess I have to swallow my pride and hope he forgives me.
"Tyler I'm sorry" I broke the silence and looked at him, focused on the road he doesn't seem bothered by my apology. I shake my head and sink in my seat looking out the window.
"Why did you say that Jianna and don't tell me because you don't know." His tone is mutual, not knowing if he is upset or fine with my apology. I don't know what to think but he seems determined for an answer.
"I really don't know Tyler."
"Bull shit! You don't make a remark like that and don't have a reason behind it."
I'm gonna tell him, I have to I can't lie to him or even lie to myself. I've seen and heard of too many situations like this that don't work out. Girl likes boy, scared to tell boy and boy moves on. Well I don't want that for me and Tyler. I don't want that for me. I can't do this to myself Marcus always told me that I should follow my dreams and fight hard for what I want.
I let out a sigh and take a deep breath before I say what I need to say. "You are right."
"Most times I am actually." I roll my eyes at his cockiness. Arrogant bastard.
" I said what I said because I might like you" He freezes at my words. Well good one Jianna and if he doesn't feel the same way. You know what I already said it can't take it back now. He stays silent, nothing he says nothing. I sink back in my seat and look out the window.
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RomanceJianna is a loner with little friends after coming home for the summer she intends to change for the better. She meets her neighbors and immediately her journey starts. Will she have the summer she dreamed of and become a new person or will she stay...
