Dear diary,
Everyone has been saying, "At least you survive."
Upon hearing those, memories from all the battles I won flash before my eyes.I survived.
I look for the reflection of my eyes. It's different. Any signs of life or fragments of who I was were gone.
She's gone.
The child in me is dead. My heart was broken, and my soul was destroyed.
I was just a child!
I was forced to grow up and understand the world by myself.
I was just a child.
I don't need to be strong.
I need to feel safe.
I don't need to beg.
I deserved to be loved.
They call me independent, but I was just a child!
I was meant to be dependent.I was too young to understand, too young to run away, and too young to pray for my death.
I survived!
They watch how I am barely fighting, almost giving up, begging for help, asking for a little less than too much.
I survive, but I am no longer the person I used to be. No feeling of nostalgia. No feeling of fulfillment.
I can't feel the presence of the little girl inside me who wishes to live the life I am living right now.
She's gone; I'm alive.
Indeed, I survived.
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diary of a broken soul
PoetryThis book is a compilation of poems. This is for those who have a broken soul trapped in a tired, restless body. Every piece of your brokenness will fit in each word, and every part of you will be in every chapter. Be with the book, as it will conti...