'how can you love me if you don't even fucking love yourself' he slurred
'Fuck you"
will she still feel the same about him once she finds out all the lies and secrets? life is never easy but now life is more complicated than ever she had managed to...
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" You going to have to tell her the truth Lorenzo, You know that right? Poor girl has been through enough and this whole crush thing is going to fuck up everything." Jax says. Do they think I don't know this? I know I know it's going to fuck up the plan, I know I'm going to hurt her but, I just can't get enough of her.
The way she smells, the way she laughs, the way she fidgets with her hands all the time, the way every time we're in a car she's always looking at the window so mesmerized. I don't even know why I feel this way, it's like one day I woke up and saw her completely different
She treats me like a normal human being like I've done no wrong and it irritates me. I can't keep acting as if I care, it has to end someway somehow. At the end of the day, this is never going to work.
I turn to my right and see her sitting peacefully on the airplane chair playing chest with Alfred. " Alfred if I'm being honest I have no idea how to play chest" She giggles. I slightly smile quickly going back to my straight face. " I haven't seen you smile like that since you know who" I rolled my eyes. there goes my whole fucking mood.
"Everything set for tonight?" he nods "Yup tonight at 7. Are you going to take her?" I shrug " You think it's dangerous? I mean it can't be we have these every year pretty sure she has been to one. " " I'll talk to her when we get there." He nods
" 3 weeks in and Lorenzo has a crush" Theo chuckles " She must be something" I roll my eyes " Shut the fuck up I don't have a crush." he starts laughing and nodding.
" This is your caption everyone please be seated with their seat belts on. The plane is now landing." We all go to sit. Davina is to my right, Theo on the right in front of me, and Jax is next to him." Davina's leg starts shaking up and down, I look at her annoyed and see her eyes shut. Fuck my life.
Is she nervous? " you good," I ask "Perfect just um nervous." I place my hand on her thigh and slowly rub my thumb in circles to help her stay calm." Jax kicks me I hear Theo quietly laugh" What the fuck are you doing?" he mouths I ignore him. " Don't stress this pilot knows what he's doing ok we're almost on the ground. Everything is ok." She grabs my hand. She doesn't say anything she just sits there silent.
"Can you tell me where we're going now," she says softly. I chuckle " Greece amor" I say whispering in her ear. The plane hits the ground and she squeezes my hand hardly. " See we're on the ground you breathing and alive." she chuckles
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*Time skip*
"Why are there like 400 people in my room telling me it's time to get ready? Ready for what exactly?" shit did I not tell her? " A very important party, most of the mafias maybe including your father will be there." she sighs and sits down next to me " Why do I have to go? Those are always so fucking boring." " You know you should stop cussing it's not good and you have to go because we are getting married remember."
