'how can you love me if you don't even fucking love yourself' he slurred
'Fuck you"
will she still feel the same about him once she finds out all the lies and secrets? life is never easy but now life is more complicated than ever she had managed to...
The boy was sitting in the car, mad at himself for letting this happen, how he let himself get sucked into her. He fucked up big time and he knew but that wasn't the worst part. The worst was not knowing how to tell the girl the news he had just found out when he couldn't even process it himself. He knew they weren't going to agree to call it off no matter what he offered.
The intoxicated teenage boy didn't understand her mother's deal. Her mother betrayed her, hurt her in every way possible, and yet she wanted her. He didn't understand, he couldn't, and no matter how hard he tried to it was Impossible. It was quiet in the driveway the boy was sitting in the car drinking and smoking when all of a sudden he hears shots. This caused him to sober up and run into the building. Only to be surprised by what he saw.
-fifteen minutes before-
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You're such a fucking idiot.
I get up and make my way into the building. Ignoring the pain in my chest putting it aside. How fucking dare they all. No how fucking dare she show her face ever. She acts like she can just show up after all this? She's going to fucking regret it. I'm sick of people thinking they can just fucking treat me like I'm nothing.
I grab the gun from my leg strap and make my way into the building. As I'm getting closer I remember all the memories. All the hurt, all the tears, the betrayal. My breath hitches as those memories come across my mind.
There she is, laughing and smiling like she's a fucking saint. With her fucking disgusting husband next to her. I get closer she sees me, her smile drops quickly for a second and then it's back up. " Ahh Vee my beautiful daughter. It's been so long." I stay unphased just like she taught me. Never show emotion to the enemy. " How dare you fucking show up here. acting like a fucking angel." she laughs " Por favor Davina. Don't do this here, don't embarrass yourself." she starts walking closer to me, everyone else just watching in silence.
I raise my gun and point it to her. She laughs " Put it down now Davina. You don't want to do this I promise you." I walk closer to her the gun inches away from her face. " and why is that mhm? Because your boyfriend's little friends will kill me? I'm sure they will Mom. We've been in this position before. Don't you remember? Or do I have to remind you?"
" Davina don't talk to your mother that way. I have raised you be-" I shoot the gun just inches away from her face. " You don't fucking get to play the mother card. You lost that a long time ago." a tear falls I laugh. Is she fucking serious? " Mija I've hurt you and I understand but please. "
" You let them kill him and you just fucking watched and did nothing and let them." I stop feeling myself choke up. I tighten my grip on the gun and face it toward Dominik. we stare at each other. " Shoot me you don't have the guts."
As soon as they see my figure move all his men have guns pointed at me I laugh " None of you deserve to live. He had a life, Mom. I had one" I point the gun to her head sobbing at this point. "дайте нам слово, и мы пристрелим босса.," one of his men said and now I have a gun pointed to my head. " shoot me and I'll fucking shoot her tell them to stand down."
" Lorenzo get your fucking wife before I blow her brains out. We'll talk another day." отпускает." I felt someone pull my arm. " are you fucking crazy. What the actual fuck were you thinking." Jax and Theo walk up to us " I don't want to hear what you have to say. I'm driving her home." they nod.
I'd rather get dragged home than be in a car with him right now.
this whole car ride he's been bitching I'm so tired.
" You could've gotten seriously hurt, It's like you never fucking think Davina." I chuckle. " Is this funny to you? fuck Davina, You can't just pull shit like that." he yells " SHE FUCKING LET ME GET RAPED AND DID NOTHING ABOUT IT LORENZO. SHE JUST LET IT FUCKING HAPPEN. AND THEN SHE KILLED MY BEST FRIEND. SO IM SORRY IM SORRY THAT I REACTED A CERTAIN WAY." I say yelling back.
It stayed silent " Fuck Vina I'm so-" I cut him off " Don't I don't want your fucking pity I don't want anything from you." " Don't be like that." he says quietly I laugh " Aren't you the one who just ran away? Left me feeling like I did something wrong."
he pulls over to the side of the road. I look at him confused. " I'm sorry I am. I just freaked out ok, it's not that I didn't want it, Vina. For fucks sake I want every part of you, but we both know the dangers of this." I stay quiet " But don't think for one second I don't want that kiss." he says facing me "You drive me fucking crazy."
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next one is going to be wow. please comment what you think is going to happen so i can stay motivated 🙏
