Darkest Secrets

Past nightmares

A loud ringing sound floods my ears. There was glass and smoke everywhere in the room. I pull out the IV in my arm and look around, the smell of a burning sensation filling my nose, and burning my eyes. I hear someone yell, I couldn't figure out what they were saying or who it was I yell back but I got nothing. Frantically I look around trying to see if I can find Lorenzo or anyone.

God fucking damn it.

My breath starts getting heavier as I continue to frantically look around. "LORENZO" I YELL AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS "LORENZO ARE YOU OK" The smoke is burning my throat making me cough.

Shit, shit, shit.

Running towards the door out of the room I see blood on the knob. I look around trying to see if I can find any weapon of some sort. They have to have a drawer or some type of compartment in case of an emergency. as i throwing things everywhere panicking as i realize there's nothing

FUCK I CANT FIND ANYHTING.

After freaking out I remember that they had put my clothes in a bag so it had to be somewhere. I was carrying a gun with me so it had to be with my stuff. As I run to the drawers at the end of the room trying to see. The fog was getting thicker and was burning my eyes and lungs. I had to get out of here fast but there is no fucking way I'm leaving with out some sort of protection. I open the drawer and see my bloody bag of clothes I open it and find my gun.

Thank you lord

holy shit you have no idea how much I'm thanking you right now.

I run back to the door to exit. I look both ways making sure there was no one. I see a trail of blood on the floor. After fighting with myself to see if I should follow it I decide I should. I hear gun shots. my breathing starts going faster. I put myself behind the wall to make sure I don't get seen and if I do I can get some protection from getting shot. If I get shot again I swear I'm going to just shoot myself at this point.

As I hear no shots being fired I slowly look around the corner to see if I'm clear. If I'm being fucking honest I have no idea how to get out of here. Ive never been on this part of the house. Which is one of the reasons why I'm following this stupid trail in the first place. As I continue to walk I feel the sharp pain from my stomach come back again. I ignore it because right now the only thing I need to do is find a way out to see what's happening. As I'm about to turn I feel someone put there hand to my mouth. My first instinct was to elbow them and so I did. Turns out it was Lorenzo.

"FUCKING BITCH DAVINA. WHAT THE FUCK." " WELL WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU SNEAKING UP ON ME LIKE THAT DURING THIS SUTIATION." He sighs wincing in pain. I look at him in confusion, i see his hands filled with blood. "Move your hand." I say trying signaling with my gun "I'm fine we have to keep moving to find Jax and Theo". I sighed "Lorenzo that's a lot of blood." he looked at me. but this look was different and not in a good way "JESUS CHRIST DAVINA DO YOU EVER FUCKING LISTEN EVER?" I stand there in shock not because my feeling were hurt but because he is yelling at me because I'm concerned. I turn around not wanting to cause an argument and continue to walk. Than I hear a loud thud.

I feel hands getting put to my mouth causing me to jump. I try to elbow them but they put my hands to my side and held them together. My gun was knocked out of my hand. I was trapped. I mean I can try to fight myself out of it but that would get me no where. I see Lorenzo's body on the ground unconscious. I feel my eyes start to swell. "Such a foolish little girl to think you can get away from him." My heart dropped I screamed I screamed as loud as I can, but it was no use my screams muffled in the guys hand.

Than everything stopped when I heard a voice. The voice I was trying to escape from. The voice that took everything from me. The voice that my 15 year old self was terrified of and if I'm being honest still am. Then it all went quiet.