Davinas POV
Was I supposed to be scared? I mean they won't be that bad right?
pull yourself together.
Right god I need to just stop thinking why do I always overthink the simplest shit.
at least Dad is making us marry someone our age and not some old ass man like "Luke"
don't fucking bring him up little voice in my head.
"Miss? Are you alright?" I look up shit has he been there the whole time? "si I'm ok" I slightly smile. " I'm Alfred the driver Mr. Rossi couldn't be here at the moment," he said nodded my head, and gave him a slight smile. Well at least I had the whole car ride to pull myself together until I met him "Nice to meet you" I smiled "I used to have a cat named Alfred and then my father killed it to show me a lesson." WHY THE FUCK DID I SAY THAT. "I'm so sorry I have no idea why I-" he cut me off "It's okay Miss " he chuckled
"Let me grab your stuff and take you to the car," he said, " ok I don't have many many bags I left most of my stuff here ill just go shopping over there." I said "ok," he said. After we got my stuff we headed to the car he opened the door for me what a gentleman. I should ask if we can be friends.
who would want to be friends with you? You are so annoying and can't ever shut the fuck up
Ignoring the stupid voice I ask him " Alfred" "Yes madam?" I smile "You can call me Davina," I say "Yes- Davina," he says "Can we be friends I mean we don't have to but I was just asking because you seem cool and well-" he cuts me off" We can be friends" He smiles at me as I see him through the review mirror.
I smile "Great" I'm tired i wonder if i will be able to live a life here maybe this is my chance to live a normal life what am i kidding im still the mafia well maybe my cuts heal
You are so fucking stupid.
OK well at least he won't make me do it. and who knows maybe it will be a new fresh start
Did you forget about the episodes?
No I didn't whore but still shut up and leave me alone
My Air-Pods start playing music god I love this song they make me feel something "we are almost at the airport Davina" I snap out of my thoughts hearing Alfred. Wait what plane OMFG I have to go on a plane in this stupid dress what time even is it 6:30. Oh well fuck me it's early "ok um by any chance do you know how long the flight will be?" I ask " Not long giving we are in France" he says.
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OHMYGOD fucking finally we are here I'm so uncomfortable in this stupid dress. I help Alfred grab my things. "It's nice to meet you, Miss. Delgado I will be the pilot of this flight today" his french accent was pretty hot.
WHAT THE FUCK
what I'm telling the truth I will not lie
you have serious problems
We are the same person dumb ass
"salut c'est un plaisir de vous rencontrer je suis Davina Eileen" i say watching his face light up in confusion. "ahh tu parles tres bien francais" he says with a smile. Hot and HOLY SHIT. I nod my head and smile slightly
Translation: "Hi it's a pleasure to meet you I'm Davina Eileen " "Ahh you speak French very well"
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I fell asleep on the plane and now I and Alfred are on our way to the house. Italy was fucking beautiful I wish he was here to see it with me I miss him so much. I would be lying if im said I'm ok because I'm not im so scared.
I wonder if the Rossi I met will be there i hope not. I would die on the spot. " Thank you, Alfred," I say " For what miss?" he asked confused.
"for being idk so fucking nice to me," I say not knowing what to say. He smiled "Thank you for letting us be friends also we are here," he said.
I look out the window to see the most amazing house ever it reminded me of the house we had in Mexico before we moved to France
what if we make a run for it rn
NO do you want us to get fucking killed?
you are no fun.
"They are ready for you Davina," he says. Here goes fucking nothing god I hope Lorenzo isn't a dick
Alfred knocks on the door and the person who opened it was breathtaking till he opens his mouth "Who the fuck are you" he says "Your mom" I say so proud of myself
" Alfred chi cazzo è questa puttana." He did not just call me a fucking whore. I chuckle. He looks over at me "Have something to fucking say?' he says rudely.
Ok i dont have fucking time for this shit im tired and its fucking cold. "realtà mi faccio entrare, cazzo, prima che perda la mia puttana di merda' I say back. His face looked shocked for a second before he went back to a blank face
translation: I fucking do let me the fuck inside before I lose my shit whore
He gets a call and takes it he face changes as he heard whatever the person was saying. "come in" he says scratching the back of his head.
I step in and my leg strap rubs against my leg and immediately feel the warmth of the house. " Lorenzo is on his way um I'm sorry for the way I spoke to you," he said did he just apologize
No dumb bitch he sang the ABC's
shut it
I smile " It's ok don't worry. what's your name?" I asked " Theo Rossi you are?" he asked back why the fuck does he not know who I am does he not know? You would think he would know right? " Davina nice to meet you," I say trying to be polite. I heard a noise coming downstairs so being the nosy person I am looked. " that's my brother Jax" Leo said "Nice to meet you Jax I'm Davina" I said smiling
He smirks "likewise Enzo should be here soon Alfred will show you to your room" Jax says I nod. " Right this way miss," Alfred says. I follow him WHY THE FUCK IS THERE SO MANY STUPID STAIRS.
" This is your room if you need anything Giselle the maid will be able to help you," he says. "OK thank you. The room was amazing, big everything about the room was amazing. I sat on the bed and wondered if I could decorate it the way I wanted. ill ask later
"Miss.Delgado Mr. Rossi wants you downstairs," a woman says. "Ok thank you I'll be right down" I yell. Well, fuck me I go to the bathroom to fix myself up and make myself look presentable.
You got this D ill be fine just keep yourself under control.
He won't love you no one ever does
shut up
you're pathetic, worthless
shut up please not right now
I look at myself in the mirror trying to prepare myself to meet my soon-to-be "husband"
lord please have mercy on me I've been through enough shit
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