'how can you love me if you don't even fucking love yourself' he slurred
'Fuck you"
will she still feel the same about him once she finds out all the lies and secrets? life is never easy but now life is more complicated than ever she had managed to...
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This felt like the dream. I mean comee onn im in A multi million dollar car listening to no church in the wild on blast and in a car with three mafia members?
" I fucked a girl while this song was playing" jaxosn said randomly. i slap him across the fucking head.
THERE WAS NO FUCKING REASON FOR THAT
" I hope u fucking choke on that stupid sandwich and die." i say looking at him making Theo laugh " Your just mad because your still a virgin." My Heart stops
well that's awkward
Shut the fuck up
"Who said I was a virgin. Your assuming things now" I watch lorenzo's face fall "Wait you guys thought i was a virgin AWWWW how cuteee."
See i want to die in the inside but there's no way i can cry in front of these bitches
"want to hear the details?" I say trying to distract the fact that I want to die "NO" all three of them yelled "fine Jesús you guys are no fun" Jax rolls his eyes
We end up arriving and I feel so out of place
I mean yea I grew up rich but this was full of white privileged people
I can just feel the judgment
Manifesting I run into a hot guy
Lorenzo looks so nice today maybe I should be nice and complement him " you look very nice today sweet tea" I say standing next to the car while we wait for Jaxson to stop fixing his hair . " Don't look to bad yourself sweet tea" I stand there in shock "OHMYGOD DID THE LORENZO SAY SOMETHING NICE TO ME" he rolled his eyes "lets go before you make me regret this shit"
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After spending 3,578 bucks I am treating myself with some pretzel's
The guys went to go look at the watches and for the first time in these past 4 hours left me alone
Thank fucking God I was starting to lose my mind a bit
While I was waiting for my food I hear shouting and I mentally roll my eyes because I swear I can never have one day in piece without some shit happening
"WE HAVE TO GO NOW LETS GO" I hear Theo yell "But my-" I start staying but get rudely cut off " GODDAMNIT DAVINA ILL BUY YOU ONE JUST GET TO THE FUCKING CAR" Lorenzo yells and I don't even argue and we start running to the car
I'm so proud of myself look at me running in heels
I stop dead in my tracks as I come face to face with him
what's wrong we always practice what we would say to him
SHUT THE FUCK UP NOT THE TIME
I feel someone pull my arm but I physically could not move. I felt my breathing start to quicken, my eyes start to water as we make eye contact. All the hurt, anger, sadness start to rise but yet I couldn't fucking do anything
