Darkest Secrets

right feelings wrong time

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Davina's P.O.V

"Say that again" I smile at him teasing. " You drive me fucking crazy Davina Eileen," he says quietly " I'll scream it at the top of my lungs as many times as you want." Holy shit. I know what you're all thinking, but you would've felt the same way

"We're going to hurt each other" I say before softly kissing him.  At first, he's taken back but he kisses back. He places both his hands on my face deepening the kiss. he then suddenly stops. Both of us breathing heavily trying to catch our breath" Did I do something?"  he shakes his head no " No, no you didn't it just." he stops and takes a deep breath " Vina I don't want you to think I only want this from you."

I give him a small kiss " I know, we don't have to" I whisper and kiss his for head he grabs my hand and creases it  softly " What happened when you were gone vina" what a turn this is definitely a way to ruin the moment

I don't say anything. He notices my sudden change.

" If anyone ever fucking touches you ever again or even looks at you a certain way I'm going to bash there head in a fuckin rock put a fucking bullet in their heart ," he says " I promise Davina no one is going to hurt you ever again."

I pause for a sec not knowing if i should tell
him what actually happened those nights I was gone.
" well h-"

The phone rings. interpreting me

I stop and look at him we sit in silence for a second before he picks up his phone. I giggle at his reaction, " What" he says coldly " Why does it fucking matter we're safe. we'll be home in a bit." I sit awkwardly hearing Jaxson's voice in the phone. "Ok so get Theo to fucking deal with it." he rolls his eyes.

I'm so tired . I lay my head on the door thing. He starts to softly rub my back, while cussing out Jaxson.  He hangs up the phone and throws it to the passenger seat.

" Is everything ok?" I say " yes" he says. " I'm sorry" he says. I look at him " For what?" I asked confused " you know for like, I don't know. I just they way i treated you. " he stops " I shift my body to face him

" You don't have to be sorry Enz it's ok" He stays quiet. He stays to drive again and puts his hand on my thigh. I feel my sleepiness take over

*Time skip*

I wake up alone. Another nightmare again. I feel the tears on my cheeks. I turn on my phone to check the time *1:15 am* I groan. and throw a pillow over my face hopping I'll die. Then I make a big decision and if I get turned down I'll cry actually.  I open my door and its so fucking quiet and dark.

I start making my way to Enzo's room. As I get to the door it takes everything in me to open it. I know I should knock but I don't want to wake him up if he's sleeping.

What if he's jerking off.  What the fuck. I ignore that thought and pray he isn't. I quietly open the door, and I see him sitting on a bench at the end of his bed writing. He looks up annoyed. I give him a small smile, his gaze softened. He gets up " hey you ok" he asks noticing my tear stained face.

" Enzo" I say quietly scared to ask my next question. " Can I um Can I stay with you? please" I say nervously. " yea I'd love that. I just I didn't stay with you because I wasn't sure if you wanted me with you." He admits.

I make my way to his bed and lay down. he turns off all the lights and makes his way to the bed.

we're both facing each other not saying a word but just enjoying each others presences.  " You know my brothers freaked out when I had you in my arms carrying you to bed." I fury my eyebrows " They said I'm making a big mistake." Hearing that come out of his mouth made my heart drop. " Are you?" I ask

He pulls me close to him. Our faces inches apart. He softly kisses me. " As of right now no. You're making me feel things Vina. Things that I cant even say out loud. Maybe I am but who knows."I smile, I kiss his forehead " That makes two of us."

"Are they going to hate me" I ask he looks at me and presses his lips together. "No. You're the light that we're all missing." And with that. we both fall asleep. With no nightmares waking me up.

little did we know the next day was going to be a complete shit show
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i changed it bc i wasn't feeling it
New update tomorrow.