I love you ~ Louis Tomlinson image

Chapter 22

So today is the day you and Louis go on holiday you aren't as close as you use to be since the incident happened you keep your distance from him you haven't kissed him you pull away if he tries to and you keep your distance when sleeping as well. You still talk to him and say you love him but your still not ready to kiss or cuddle him yet. You were both driving the twins to Harry's as he will be looking after them he insisted the drive was silent only the radio. When you got to Harry's you took kayden in while Louis took Abbie "haz I'm just gonna set there cot and that up" you tell him walking down the apartment and into the room where the twins will sleep and set everything up for Harry as its the least you could do as you walk down back to the living room when you here Louis talking "it's been so long since I've kissed or cuddled her haz and it's slowly killing me she dosnt even sleep close to me but I secretly wait until she's asleep at night then give her a kiss to the forehead" he says and sighs "I promise Louis it will get better honestly it took quite a long time until she would let someone touch her after Sam but I know how much she loves you she will be the same soon I promise" he says hugging him then you walk in "hi" you say and then gave the twins a kiss "we better go Hun time we get there and check in" Louis say "yeah ok em bye haz" you were going in for a hug but remembered his and Louis conversation so you awkwardly turned it into a high five the quickly walked out the house "what was that" Louis asked chuckling "don't know" you say giggling.

You get to the airport then stand in the check in que "ready to find out where we're going" Louis asks as you walk up to the woman you nod excitedly "so here's your ticket have a good flight to Turkey" she says and you squeal "I went there all the time when I was younger" you tell him as you take your seat on the plane "really I've never been here" he tells you "well you'll want to come back maybe when the twins are older we all go on a family holiday" you say and a big smile came on his face "that would be great he tells you "you got any chewing gum my ears always pop and it helps to stop it" you explain "yeah sure here" he says handing you it your hands brush which sends shivers down your back. For most of the plane ride you slept then you got a taxi to your hotel "wow this rooms amazing we need to thank Niall when we get back" you say admiring the room "yeah we really do" he says going outside on the balcony as you go and unpack your stuff. You were putting a dress when Louis came in "where do you wanna go for dinner?" He asks "em I'm not sure you can pick" you smile and then start putting on your makeup while he gets changed "I'll let you finish up I'm just going to see the view you get from the balcony" you tell him "that's fine love I'll only be a couple minutes anyway" he tells you and you smile and walk out on the balcony the view is beautiful you see all the lights lit up and the palm trees and the temperature is just right "let's go" Louis says as you walk back from the balcony and outside.

You had your dinner at a restaurant called martins a few fans came up but not many after your dinner you went to the bar at the hotel and had a couple of drinks then went to the room. You are now in bed and Louis is just taking his clothes off when he hops in the bed he makes sure he's at the edge you quickly move and sit your head on his chest and let your tears fall "y/n what's wrong?" He asked "I'm sorry" you whisper "what do you mean?" He asks "Louis I'm so fucking sorry I never meant to hurt you" you sob as he cuddles you "you never hurt me y/n" he says "I heard you and Harry's conversation Lou and I'm really sorry I didn't know it was hurting you this much I'm so sorry" you tell him you sit up and look him dead in the eye you take a deep breath "Louis Tomlinson i love you very much and I won't stop loving you ever and I can't tell you how much I love you" you say then close your eyes and smash your lips into him the kiss was slow and passionate then you pulled away and lay down with your head on his chest as he played with your hair "I love you to baby girl very much" he says placing a kiss to the back of your forehead.