I love you ~ Louis Tomlinson image

Chapter 38

You woke up to an empty bed then remembered you couldn't carry Louis that far into the house so he would be lying around here somewhere. You got up putting on your house coat and fluffy socks and walked downstairs into the kitchen you got out a glass and filled it up with water and then went into the cupboard getting out two adol extra tablets for when Louis gets up. You made sausages for yours and Louis' breakfast and just put Louis' in the microwave so he could heat his up when he wakes up. You finally got a glass of milk for yourself and went through the living room seeing Louis lying at the front door you chuckle then sat on the couch going on to Netflix and putting on pretty little liars. You hear a groan come from the front door and you looked over to see Louis getting up "was the floor comfy babe" you chuckle "shut up" he groans and walks over to you takes the tablets then falls onto the couch going back to sleep. You watch the rest of pretty little liars then put your dishes in the dish washer and decided to go get dressed, you tried to put a pair of skinny jeans on but they wouldn't fit so you shoved a pair of sweatpants on and a baggy t-shirt then one of Louis hoodies you put on your white converse and headed out the house. You drove to the corner shop and picked up some flowers then drove to the grave yard. You walked over to your dad and Skye's grave and sat down taking all the dead flowers out and replacing it with the new ones "hi daddy hi Skye I'm here for a little visit and to just tell you about what's been going on" you say looking at the photo of the three of you that's been engraved on the grave "well as you know me and Louis got married we have two beautiful children who have been to visit you quite a lot of times and we are expecting another on em I had a miscarriage a little while ago but this baby's healthy I go for an appointment in 2 weeks time to check out everything and hopefully listen to the little ones heart beat. I have not spoken to mum ever since I phoned to tell her about me and Louis being engaged which was a while back well I better get going I need to pick the twins up from jays since Louis has a really bad hangover. I will come visit you another day goodbye I love you." You kisses the photo on the grave then went back to your car and drove to jays house. You arrived at jays house chapped the door and walked in "hello" you shout closing the door and going into the living room jay was stood there with a finger at her lips "I just got Doris and Ernest to sleep they've been crabbit all day" she chuckles and you do as well "so where are my children" you ask seeing as there is know noise "Phoebe and daisy took the to the park so I could get Doris and Ernest to sleep would you like a cup of tea?" She says "yes please that would be great" you smile. You and jay chatted for ages about things like the pregnancy and how the family was until it was time for you to get back "well I better go I'll pick them up from the park and I can bring daisy and Phoebe back as well" you say giving jay a hug "remember and tell Louis I want to see him soon" jay says opening the front door for you "I will thanks for the cuppa bye jay" you say walking out the door she waves as you pull out the drive way. You drive to the little park then walk over and see all of them sitting on the climbing frame "hi mummy" kayden shouts "hi" you shout back walking up to them "right it's time to go home daisy and Phoebe I can drop you off at your house as well" you tell them and they thank you. Everyone was walking back to the car when Phoebe spoke up "em y/n" she said "yeah?" You ask "look" she pointed over to the big swarm of paparazzi coming your way "fuck" you mutter "right everyone come near me" you say Phoebe and daisy walk in front of you while both the twins hold your hand. You can't move anymore the paparazzi are right around you "y/n what are we going to do" daisy asks getting worried "I don't know I can barley see" you say "Move!" You shout but nothing happens you feel someone let you hand go and you look down to see only Abbie standing beside you "kayden!" You shout "kayden where are you" you scream you can't here anything you start to cry you block everything else out you can't here the screams of the paparazzi anymore nothing. You woke up and your lying in your bed you shot up and ran into kayden's room to find him sound asleep in his bed you sat next to his bed and rubbed his cheek "I'm sorry baby" you cry "I'm so sorry are you hurt" you ask even though he can't here you. You pull the covers off him and all he had was a skint knee you kissed it better then you heard his door open "y/n" Louis whispers "yeah" you ask wiping your tears "are you okay?" He asks walking over "I'm fine how did I get here?" You question "Dan was driving home from work and seen all the paparazzi and he wondered who it was you went in to shock mode you couldn't talk and I just put you in bed everyone's alright" he said sitting down and pulling you into his arms "I hate myself" you say "baby why everything's ok" he tells you "I'm supposed to protect them I didn't manage that" you say you voice cracking "it's ok I know it's hard remember that time I lost you I know what it feels like but trust me everything's fine kayden loves you, Abbie loves you and I love you very much now come back to bed" he says and you shake your head "I want the twins in our bed with us just to make sure they're safe" you say and he nods understanding he picks up kayden and takes him through Lyon him at your side knowing you'll want him there since the incident and the picks up Abbie doing the same except lying her at his side. You hop in the bed and wrap your arms around kayden making sure he is secure in your arms before drifting off to sleep.

So I've not been updating as I'm writing a new book but I will still update on this just not as much.

Bye xx