I love you ~ Louis Tomlinson image

Chapter 30

When you woke up the next day you immediately drove to jays to ask her something important. Once you arrived you sprinted in and seen jay sitting at the kitchen table "jay" your voice cracks and you feel tear go down your cheeks "y/n honey what's wrong?" She asks "I think I'm pregnant and I drank last night" you sob "oh dear lets get you a doctors appointment and check ok" she says rubbing your back and you nod. You drove back to yours and Louis house with the twins in the back of the car "tell daddy me and grandma jay have to go somewhere ok" you ask as they climb out the car "yes mummy bye grandma jay" they shout "bye my darlings" she shouts and drives. You get more nervous by the minute and you can't keep still "y/n dear it will be fine don't worry" jay tells you grabbing your hand. 10 minutes later and your now waiting for the doctor to come "jay what if I've killed the baby?" You ask "it'll be ok I promise" she smiles as the doctor comes in "righ Mrs Tomlinson I got the results back and I'm sorry to say but as the baby was only developing the alcohol got to it and you've had a miscarriage" you feel tears coming but you don't want to cry again "ok thank you doctor" you say your voice cracking at the end as you got up off the table and walked to the car jay following closely behind you. As you get in the car you put your head on the window "do you want to go to mine and talk about it?" Jay asks starting the car "just take me home please" you say closing your eyes. "Text me if you need anything" jay shouts as you get out the car "I will thanks bye" you say waving her off you went through the back gate and into the garden and fell to the ground and started to sob. You hear the back door open "Y/N!" Louis shouts running over to you "baby what wrong?" He asks holding you "I KILLED OUR BABY!!" You sob "what?" Louis asks you look up to see tears in his eyes "i didn't know or think until today and" you couldn't say anymore as you just kept sobbing "Louis I'm sorry I'll understand if you hate me" you sob "Oh Baby I could never hate you I love you very much now listen why don't I ask Harry to come pick the twins up and we can go to bed and cuddle" he asks and you nod as he picks you up and takes you to the couch. You were still sitting on the couch sobbing when the door went and Harry walked in "y/n what's wrong" he asks worried "I killed the baby i killed my baby" you sob as Louis come down the stairs "mummy" kayden asks worried and tried to run over to you but Louis grabbed his arm "mummy's not well you have to go with uncle Harry" he said as he got to the front door "is she okay" harry asks "I'll text you" louis smiles "okay bye" Harry says as Louis shuts the front door locking it "let's go princess" Louis says as he picks you up and you cuddle into his shirt. "Louis I'm sorry" you tell him again "I know baby get some sleep" he tells you and pulls you against his chest.

Louis PoV
Wow we were going to have another baby I would like another one so I think I'm going to ask y/n if she wants to go somewhere maybe later on in the week and then maybe we could try. I don't know what to make of all of this I mean I've never been in this situation before I will admit I cried a little after y/n fell asleep but I'm not sure how she'll handle it but I've got s feeling it won't be very good. Suddenly my phone starts to ring I untangle myself from y/n and answer it hoping out the bed "hello" I say "hey Lou how's y/n" it's my mum "em not very good" I sigh and hear her sigh aswell "I found her out the back door sobbing I've never seen her like this before I got Harry to come pick up the kids and now she's in bed sleeping but I hope she'll be a bit better when she wakes up" I tell her "well ok Love if there's anything I can do don't hesitate to call me" she tells me and I smile "thanks mum bye love you" I tell her and hang up phoning Harry and he immediately picks up "Louis hi" he says "hey would you be okay watching the kids tonight?" I ask "yeah sure no bother is everything ok with y/n?" He asks "yeah that's the thing she was pregnant and she obviously drank with us last night but she didn't know she was pregnant and well she had a miscarriage" I sigh "oh Lou I'm so sorry give y/n my love yeah" Harry says as I here something fall "yeah I will right I'll let you go thanks for watching the kids tonight bye haz" I say and hang up going back up to bed not having any energy to do anything else.