I love you ~ Louis Tomlinson image

Chapter 5

You wake up to the sun blinding you through the curtains. Once your fully awake you decide to go to the toilet so while your on the toilet you go on your phone then go onto Twitter and you see you have been mentioned in some tweets so you look at the and the first one reads "OMG finally yous are the cutest couple ever" you smile to your self and look at the second one but that smile soon disappears once you start reading it " this is the worst news I've heard in my entire life I thought y/n was just a cover up for larry and now I ding out this y/n just do us all a favour and kill yourself" you can't help the sobs escape your lips and then go over to the sink and pick up the razor blade then think wait you can't do this you might be pregnant so you put it down walk out the bathroom into the living room screaming, crying and then you start throwing things around shouting "I'm worthless I don't deserve louis the fans are right I should just kill myself" then when u turn around you see louis running towards you "y/n come on shh don't listen to them it's okay baby your not worthless your amazing babe you do deserve me babe and your definitely not killing yourself not if I have anything to do with it" he says rocking you back and forth on the sofa until you calm down. After about 10 mins of you sobbing you finally calmed down and you are lying in the couch with louis cuddling until his phone rings "hello" he says "oh I'm sorry liam Hold on a minute, babe do u wanna go hang out with everyone" he asks you, you nod in response "yeah liam I'll explain why we never came once we get there" he says "ok bye". Right come on y/n we need to get dressed and go meet up with everyone" louis says pecking your lips.You put on your nice blue/white jeans on and A nice little top which has your the Effiel tower on it then you brush your hair and go to the bathroom.
Louis PoV
I was just putting my toms on when I heard someone be sick from the bathroom I knew it was y/n but I wanted to make sure she was alright so I walked up and was about to open the door I heard her talking to someone on the phone so I listened "yes I have kept throwing up these past few mornings and last night when I was getting out the car I was dizzy and nearly fell but my boyfriend catches me" she says "yeah Thursday will be fine to see if I am or not ok thanks bye". What the hell did she mean to see if I am or not right louis snap out of it and ask her if she's ready to go. "Y/n babe are u ready to go get everyone" u ask "sure hold on I will be out in a minute you can wait in the car I won't be a sec Lou"She replies.

Louis is sitting in the car waiting on you and decides to text harry: hey just waiting on y/n I need to ask you something when I get there but don't tell the rest of the boys please anyway where are you guys. He get a reply saying that they are at the park and they had rented it for the day. You walk into the car and put your seatbelt on "ready to go babe" Lou ask "yep all set" you reply "where are we going anyway" you ask "oh there all at a park that they rented out for the day and they said that they have fun games planed for us well that's what harry told me" Lou replies.
Your PoV
The car comes to a stop and then you jump out and look around then see a park across the road your about to cross the road when someone grabs your arm and pulls you back "y/n are you mad or something" louis says "what the hell do you mean am I mad I was crossing the road" you reply "so you wouldn't have minded if that car hurt you then" Lou asks/tells you "there was a car there" you ask confused "yes listen y/n I think you should go see a doctor because your not fine and your scaring me please" Lou asks "fine I'll phone the doctors once I get in now are you coming to the park or not" you reply grabbing his hand walking to the park.

Louis PoV
Why would she lie to me about going to the doctors i mean is she scared to tell me something because she can tell me anything suddenly I'm snapped out my thoughts by harry hugging me. "Oh hey hazzabear" "hey boobear listen see while I have you on your own mind telling me what's up?" Harry asks "wait where did y/n go like" I ask still confused "oh she went with Perrie and Sophia to see the rest of the boys she asked if you where coming but you where in a daydream and I said I needed to talk to u anyway so i will snap you out of it" he explains " oh right so what happened was she was in the bathroom this morning and I was slipping my toms on and heard her being sick so I walk over to the door just about to open it to see if she was ok and heard her on the phone to the doctors asking if she can get an appointment on Thursday so she's going to the doctors then but when we were on our way over here like crossing the road she was about to cross the road and a car was coming so I grabbed her and asked if she wanted to get hit by the car and she said oh I never seen it there then I said y/n you should really go and see the doctor and ask what wrong cause she keeps being sick aswell so I'm quite worried" I explain "well em maybe she wants to check herself and not tell you in case you worry and there's nothing wrong" harry asks "yeah ur probably right atchually I'm just getting worked up over nothing anyway shall we go join the others" I ask "yeah but louis if the doctor thing is still annoying you then I would ask her okay" Harry says "yeah I will"

Your PoV
It was 5 o'clock and we were all still at the park just lying around talking I wasn't really listening until louis said something "hey why don't we all go back to mine and y/n's place and hang out there" louis asks "yeah that will be good but I'm going at 7 to get an early night in because we have to get up early to leave tomorrow" liam says he just got a yeah from everyone else. Me and louis went in our car harry and Niall went in nialls car zayn and Perrie went in there car and liam and Sophia went in there car. The car ride between you and louis was silent until you decided to speak "when we get home I'm going to bed because I don't feel well" you say "okay but remember and call the doctors first" he says "yeah I will" you say The rest of the car ride was silent.

Louis PoV
I pull up into the drive way and y/n jumps out the car and opens the door honestly something is really wrong but I don't know what. Just I was stepping out the car harry and niall were walking up the drive way "hey Lou can I get some food" niall obviously asks "yeah sure ni you know where it all is" I say "so where's y/n" harry asks "she upstairs wants to get an early night" I say sighing "I think something's up with her harry" I say "okay I'll talk to her" with that said harry went away into the house.

Harry's PoV
I was walking up the stairs and heard sobbing which came from louis and y/n's room so I opened the door to find a broken down y/n I ran over to her hugging her trying to calm her down. It took me ten minutes to finally calm y/n down she was now asleep in my arms so I picked her up making sure not to wake her and put her down in her and Louis bed. I walked back down the stairs trying to thinking if I should tell louis or not but I thought not because it would just worry him when I walked into the living room liam and Sophia had already left zayn and perrie were snuggled up on the two seater couch niall with food sat on the comfy chair and I sat next to louis on the 3 seater couch. "So what we watching" I ask "love atchually" perrie replies.

Louis PoV
It was about 3/4 through the movie when I heard someone scream then y/n shouted "LOUIS NO PLEASE HELP" I sprinted into my room to find y/n sitting up on the bed crying I ran over to her and wrapped my arms around her comforting her "please don't let him take me and hurt me please louis I love you I'll do anything" she says sobbing "shh baby it's okay it was just a nightmare no ones going to take you away from me it's okay" I say rocking her back and forth until she falls back asleep. She settled down about 20 mins and then lightly put her down and went back into the living room. " is everything okay" the all ask with worried faces "yeah she's back asleep but remember how the club yeah well she had a nightmare and was asking me not to let him take her and hurt her that she loves me and will do anything" I say while a tear drops down perries cheek "I promise you louis me and Sophia will take care of her and make her forget all about it" perrie says hugging me "thanks I was wondering if you could all go because I want to go cuddle with her and make sure she's okay" I say/ask "yeah that's fine Lou see you tomorrow" perrie, zayn and Niall say walking out my house "so are you going to ask about the doctors or not" harry asks "after I just went through that with her I think I won't plus it's probably nothing serious" I say "good choice bro anyway I better be off see you tomorrow night" he says walking out the door "night mate" I say locking the door. When I got up the stairs I was stripping down into my boxers and then got into the bed and cuddled up with y/n "lou" y/n says turning round to face me "yeah babe" I ask "I'm sorry if I was not really a nice person today I'm just not really feeling well" she says snuggling into my side even more "listen babe we all have those days when we're just not ourselves and today was that day for u so you don't need to apologise" I say kissing her head "ok you know I really don't want you to go I'm gonna miss you soo so much" she says and I feel a tear drop onto my side "hey listen" I say lifting her head up and wiping her tears "I am gonna miss you so so much aswell but we can visit each other call,text and FaceTime okay now we need to get some sleep as I am away early tomorrow so goodnight baby I love you so much" I say snuggling into her more "I love you so fucking much louis Tomlinson" she says and with that I drift to sleep.