Raura: "The Dream Team"

Not Worth It

Laura's PV:

I just left my therapists office and he said my session went really well. I'm really happy because it felt really great to let it all out. I'm super excited to head back next week and talk to him about David. I still can't seem to get Emily out of my head though we're so much alike. I used to be just like her. I wish she would have talked to me instead of insulted me and then left. I don't blame her though she's got a bitch for a mom goes to therapy every other day and lost her dad. I would be the same way I was the same way except I think she's hiding something.

I think I see Emily over there with some people under the bridge. She said that's where she likes to hang.

NO ONES PV:

Laura: hey Emily
Emily: what the fuck r u doing here?
Laura: I saw u and thought I would come and say hi.
Emily: did u not get the hint on leaving me the fuck alone. Seriously go away you fucking stalker.
????: Em who's this?
Emily: some chick I met today at therapy who wouldn't leave me the fuck alone.
Laura: it's called being nice u should try it sometime.
Emily: I'll pass. It's not really my personality to be nice.
????: what's up sweet thang?
Laura: I'm taken scum bag
????: feisty I like it.
Emily: Drew leave her the fuck alone. Then maybe she'll leave.
Laura: what is that shit you have in your pocket.
Emily: nothing now go. We're trying to get drunk and high over here.
Laura: that's weed isn't it.
Emily: so what if it is. Your not my mother now get the fuck out here bitch.
Drew: shots fired
Laura: shut up punk. Look Emily I'm only trying to help you.
Emily: I told u I don't need nor do I want your fucking help. I'm better off alone. Get that through your head.
Laura: look
Emily: no you look. I know who u are. Your Laura Marano big hot shot hockey player who plays on the boys team and thinks she's all that. You think your special just because u play with the boys and your smart and shit. Guess what your a nobody. At the end of the day no one really gives a shit who you are. So why don't u just go. Leave me alone I don't need nor do I want your help that's what my therapist is for.
Laura: Emily I know how it feels I used to be just like u.
Emily: yeah right.
Drew: let's just hit up some party and get the fuck out of here.
Emily: your right come on
Laura: u can't run from it Emily. Your problems will always be there. You have to deal with them weather u like it or not.
Emily: fuck off bitch.
Drew: come on let's go get high
Emily: I'm down

(The next day at hockey practice.........)

Jake: hey baby r u okay u seem a little off.
Laura: yeah I'm fine I just met this girl yesterday who has been going to the same therapist as me. And she was just like how I was a couple years ago she also lost her dad and she said her moms a bitch to.
Jake: wow
Laura: I feel like I should help her. But she's so closed off. She's been going to therapy for 7 years every other day for 2 hours.
Jake: seems like a charity case to me.
Laura: Jake that's rude. She really needs help.
Jake: okay I'm sorry she just seems like she's not worth your time. I mean if she already goes to therapy and stuff why do u have to put up with her bitchy attitude.
Laura: Ik I just idk I want to help her.
Jake: your to kind Laur.
Laura: no I'm not. I used to be like her and I feel like if I help her that maybe it could somehow help me to if that even makes sense.
Jake: not really but if that's what u want to do then go for it
Laura: you know she really told me off yesterday. She told me I lived the white picket fence life with the perfect family. And all I could think is I wish that were true because then maybe I wouldn't have so many demons and be so fucked up.
Jake: your not fucked up Laura. You may not have had the white picket fence family but up until your dad died you had someone who really loved u and would do anything for u. And believe it or not your mom loved u to and so does David. He just doesn't know how to show it.
Laura: I miss my dad Jake. He's never going to be able to walk me down the aisle or meet my kids if I have any or see me achieve my goals. I mean seriously I'm better off dead. David just keeps popping up ruining my life and I let him get to me because he has this hold on me like some fucking wart u can't get rid of.
Jake: Laura your dad loves u so much. He may not be here physically but he is with u everyday in your heart. And even though he won't be able to walk u down the aisle and meet ou-your kids
Laura: what were you going to say?
Jake: nothing
Laura: Jake
Jake: Laura
Laura: tell me
Jake: fine I was going to say even though he won't be able to meet our kids one day you could tell them everything about him and I'm sure they'll love him as much as you do.
Laura: you want to have kids with me?
Jake: y-yeah one day I mean if we're still together and u wanted to.
Laura: (kisses him passionately) you talk to much.
Jake: I know
Laura: I would love to have kids with u to someday but wouldn't I be a terrible mother and I mean all the shit I've done to myself I don't even know if I'll be able to carry one.
Jake: (kisses her passionately) you talk to much.
Laura: shut up.
Jake: will cross that bridge when we get there. Let's just live in the moment.
Laura: I like the sound of that.
Coach: Marano Gilinsky start practicing and stop flirting.
Ben: yeah stop flirting
Laura: fuck off Benjamin
Ben: don't call me Benjamin