Raura: "The Dream Team"

Shrinks

PREVIOUSLY:

David: hahahaha yeah I have mom. She died Laur. I figured I wouldn't call u though because I knew u would be reading about it in the paper.
Laura: .............
David: that's what I thought you have nothing to say. Well happy birthday Laur I hope you choke on your cake and fuck you.

Laura's PV:

Holy shit my mom died. She's dead and I didn't even know. I know I should care but I feel nothing. I don't want to cry I don't want to be sad or anything about it. When my dad died I didn't talk to anyone for weeks I just slept or got high and drunk. But with my mom I don't feel the need to mourn like I did with my dad. Dad I wish u were here. I'm such an awful person. But you know leave it to David to make me feel like shit on my 21st birthday when things were finally getting back to normal.

NO ONES PV:

Jake: Laura, Laura, Laura, Laur, Laur!!!!!
Laura: sorry what did u say?
Jake: nothing I called your name like 6 times and you weren't answering me. Are u okay?
Laura: yeah I'm fine.
Jake: are u sure u just found out your mom died.
Laura: I know this makes me sound like a horrible person but I feel nothing. I feel no need to cry or to mourn or to get drunk and high or hit something like I did with my dad. Maybe it's because I haven't seen her in 7 years or because we never had a good relationship or both. Idk but I feel no need to mourn and my mom just died.
Jake: (hugs her) Laur that doesn't make u a bad person. You handle death in a different way. You went through a lot in your life. You got into some bad things with your brother, your dad died and he was your best friend, you tried to commit suicide more than once but look at you now you got through it all and you are so strong Laur. Your not a bad person your far from it.
Laura: you always know how to make me feel better u know that.
Jake: it's one of my many good qualities.
Laura: (kisses him passionately) it sure is.
Jake: hey do u want to get out of here superstar?
Laura: (pecks his lips) lets go baby. Will let Ben pay the bill.
Jake: hahahaha I love u you know that
Laura: I know.

(The next day............)

Jake: good morning babe
Laura: morning
Ben: morning assholes
Laura: well someone's pissed
Ben: ya think u assholes left me to pay the bill and believe me it wasn't fucking cheap.
Laura: oh come on Ben it couldn't have been that bad.
Ben: oh okay miss I'm going to have 10 shots, a club soda, vodka on the rocks, bloody marry, straight up whiskey, a daiquiri what ever the fuck that is, and a shit ton of tequila.
Laura: well 1 it was my 21st birthday 2 you did the same thing for your birthday and I payed for you and 3 holy shit I got fucked up.
Ben and Jake: yeah you did.
Laura: I don't remember drinking that much last night
Jake: what do u remember?
Laura: you and I dancing then going to the bar. Then Ross, Jason, David and Luke showed up acting like the assholes they are. David and I got into a huge fight and it ended with him telling me my mom died. I also remember Jake comforting me.
Ben: holy shit r u serious r u okay?
Laura: I'm fine I really feel nothing. I don't know if it's because I haven't seen her in 7 years or we never really had a relationship or both. It was so different with my dad. When my dad died I went bazzurk. I slept all day, I got high and drunk, and smashed and broke things to get my anger out and one time I even hit someone.
Ben: wow
Laura: yeah I was pretty fucked up.
Ben: well I'm going to the bank to see if I have any fucking money left after last night. Laur sorry for your loss
Laura: thanks I guess
Ben: you to really r a pain in my ass.(leaves)
Laura: (yells) love u Ben
Ben: (yells) whatever
Laura: I have to go find myself a shrink today.
Ben: hahahahahaha
Laura: what's so funny.
Ben: I'm sorry baby that's not funny just the way you said it. So nonchalantly "I have to go find myself a shrink today".
Laura: whatever. I have to take a shower.
Ben: can I join?
Laura: I don't know can u.
Ben: may I join you?
Laura: u may

(Later with Laura..........)

Laura's PV:

I'm currently at a practice full of shrinks and I'm going to make an appointment with the most recommended one. Here we go. Holy shit I guess I'm not the only fucked up one out there. There's not that many people here but there's some. One girl catches my eye she's dressed in all black has her head phones in and doesn't have emotion on her face once so ever. She looks just like I did 8 years ago. I just made an appointment with guy named Dr. Rutter and I actually got an appointment for today. I'm going to walk over to this girl now and try to talk to her which really isn't me but I want to for some reason.

NO ONES PV:

Laura: so why r u here?
????: ..........
Laura: my names Laura but people call me Laur.
????: ...........
Laura: okay are u deaf or something?
????: ..........
Laura: u know it's rude to ignore people.
????: what the fuck I'm trying to listen to my music.
Laura: jeeze what's your problem I'm just trying to talk to you. You look like u need a friend.
????: yeah well I'm better off by myself always have been always be.
Laura: what's your name?
????: why do u care?
Laura: what is it?
????: Emily now leave me alone.
Laura: so why u in here?
Emily: oh my fucking God leave me alone I'm not in the fucking mood.
Laura: what's your problem?
Emily: u want to know my problem? My fucking bitch of a mom forces me to come here 3 times a week because she thinks I need help ever since my dad died. I've been coming here for years and it's a waste of fucking time. I would much rather be out doing drugs and getting drunk till I pass out. I have anger issues and I am suicidal that's why I'm in this hell hole. So there that's my life story summed up. Now leave me alone.
Laura: wow were more alike than I thought.
Emily: oh yeah and how is that.
Laura: we just r
Emily: I'm nothing like u. You shop at hollister and I shop at hot topic. You where heels I wear converse. You wear bright colors I wear black. I listen to heavy metal, scremo, and alternative you listen to hip hop and rap. You drive a lambo while I drive a honda. You probably have that white picket fence family while my dads dead and my moms a bitch who kisses my brothers ass while I'm the black sheep of the family. So don't ever compare yourself to me.
Laura: ...........
Emily: that's what I thought. Now leave me the fuck alone.
Dr. Rutter: Emily
Emily: (walks up to him)
Dr. Rutter: hello Emily
Emily: whatever lets just get this over with.

(2 hours later..........)

Dr. Rutter: I'll see you on Wednesday Em.
Emily: yeah whatever.
Dr. Rutter: Laura Marano

(5 minutes later in Dr. Rutter's office)

Dr. Rutter: so Laura what brings u here today.
Laura: actually the same story as Emily. Believe it or not.
Dr. Rutter: she is something else. She's been coming to me for 7 years and all she's said is probably a total of 5 words.
Laura: yeah well I used to be just like Emily. See when I was 14 my dad died in a fire. He went back in when he shouldn't have and it collapsed on him. Once they found him it was to late. He consumed way to much smoke and had 3 degree burns all over his body. He basically died instantly. I'm just glad he didn't suffer.
Dr. Rutter: how did u feel about your fathers death?
Laura: I was devastated because he was my best friend we did everything together. I have an older brother and he's the family fuck up. He was my moms favorite and I was Dads. My mom and I never had a relationship but my dad and I were inseparable he was my best friend.
Dr. Rutter: how did u feel about not having a relationship with your mother?
Laura: I didn't really care because I knew I would always have my dad.......well at least I thought I would. I lived in New York and my dad and I favorite football team was the Dolphins and we had season tickets and once a month we would go to Florida just me and him for a week and spend time together and then on Sunday watch the game and head home on Monday. It was our tradition up until he died. After he died I haven't been to a Dolphins game since.
Dr. Rutter: and why is that?
Laura: I think it's because it would be to hard. I wouldn't be able to handle it. I haven't gotten over my fathers death. I still cry about it everyday.
Dr. Rutter: well I don't think anyone could ever get over there fathers death especially when they had such a special relationship like you and your father had. In the proper terms you'll never get over it but u will move on one day and come to terms with his death because u know he'll always be there with u.
Laura: thanks
Dr. Rutter: well I'll see u next week then. Today's session was great.
Laura: see u next week.