Raura: "The Dream Team"

I'm Fine

Laura's PV:

My dad killed himself. He ran into a burning building when he knew there was know one in there to save and he killed himself. He was my idol. I looked up to him the most in this world. I still looked up to him though. I had so much hatred towards people who took my dad away from me when in reality he died for nothing. But I can't judge because I'm just like him. And I won't hate him. If anything I love him more.

NO ONES PV:

Jake: Laur r u okay baby?
Laura: yeah I'm fine.
Jake: r u sure. I've been calling your name for 10 minutes and you've just been staring into space. It's okay to be sad baby. Or to even be mad.
Laura: I'm not though. I have to say I was a little mad at first. But then for those ten minutes I thought to myself I'm just like my dad. Except I thought he handled his depression better than me but I was wrong. If anything I love him even more now. And I know that's wrong but it's the truth. He was my best friend. He was a good person he saved people's lives by running into burning buildings. And he died by running into a burning building. I guess we don't know what happens behind closed doors.
Jake: your so strong Laur. Your so fucking strong. I really don't know how u do it. If I were u I would be trying to pick a fight with someone or getting drunk. And I most definitely wouldn't love him more. I would probably hate him. Your so fucking strong baby. So strong.
Laura: I'm not though. I mean I tried to kill myself when you were in a coma to take away the pain. I cussed at Ben and the doctor because they wanted to give up so quickly. They both said I was being selfish. And I was thinking of myself by letting u suffer. They wanted me to pull the plug. So I thought to myself. If I die Ben will pull the plug and I'll see my Jake on the other side. How fucked up is that.
Jake: Laur u weren't letting me suffer. If u listened to them then I wouldn't be here. And u would have to go through this by yourself. And to be honest I'm glad u didn't listen to them because I would be lonely on the other side without u.
Laura: you always know what to say u know that.
Jake: I know.
Laura: don't get cocky now that's my thing.
Jake: oh I know and cocky is hot on you. I can't wait to play hockey again. Holy shit
Laura: what? No Jake I know what your thinking and the answers no.
Jake: Laur u can't give up your dream. You have to rejoin the team. The "dream team" wouldn't work without its third member.
Laura: but Jake I don't want u to get hurt again and if I'm there someone always gets hurt or they get in trouble.
Jake: Laur u need to stop thinking about others and think of yourself for once. I mean seriously. Can I tell u something.
Laura: what?
Jake: u know scouts have been looking at us.
Laura: I know they've been looking at the team. I hear Calum's got a good shot at going to the NHL.
Jake: well guess what. There not just looking at the team there looking at the "dream team" all three of us together Laur. They love us. And I know some teams actually want us.
Laura: are u fucking serious.
Jake: yes
Laura: holy shit. You me and Ben traveling the country playing for the NHL that would be a dream come true. Holy shit baby. Could u imagine.
Jake: I know Laur I freaked to. I overheard the coaches talking about it to scouts.
Laura: holy fuck no way. I thought coach would do everything in his power from keeping me out of the NHL.
Jake: I guess he doesn't hate u to much because he brought the scouts to us.
Laura: no shit
Jake: I know. But no one knows only me and u. The coach doesn't even know I know.
Laura: u didn't tell Ben.
Jake: nope. You know he can't keep a secret. Especially one that big. He would be bouncing off the fucking walls.
Laura: true that.
Jake: our dreams are coming true baby. Our dreams are coming true.
Laura: oh my god I'm imagining it right now u me and Ben sharing a room. Getting ready in the locker room. Me putting on my jersey with my name on the back. And I have to have the number 66 it's my lucky number.
Jake: why 66?
Laura: because 666 is the devils numbers but they only do 2 numbers so I choose 66. I know I'm a weirdo.
Jake: you may be a weirdo but your my weirdo.
Laura: let's take a nap baby but first u need to take your meds.
Jake: okay.
Laura: (hands him water and pills) here u go.
Jake: thanks babe.
Laura: yep. My god your like a pill popper how many pills are you taking.
Jake: I'm taking 6 pills right now. Most are for my head and some for pain.
Laura: oh. Okay now let's take a nap I'm tired. I haven't slept in 2 weeks.
Jake: come here superstar.
Laura: (puts head on his chest and arm on his stomach and leg over his) I love u Jake.
Jake: (pulls her close and kisses her) I love u to Laur.