Broken but beautiful (in other way)

Chapter 1💖

"Aaj mere pyaar ki shadi hogayi..ha ha...chod diye meko akele...jaise ki mein kuch lagti bhi nahi thi uski ....abhi toh shadi bhi hogayi hogi...aur suhagrat bhi mana rahe honge dono.. mera so called love and uski newly wedded wife... dhokebaaz" cried a girl in drunken state holding a whisky bottle ....

She was about to take another sip..but was stopped by a hand...she was not in sense..but somehow managed to keep her eyes open and looked at the person who stopped her...there she saw a handsome man sitting beside her , taking her whisky bottle, he had a drink and then made an eww face...

"Chii..yeh drink karke kya mil raha hai tumhe?Kitna ghatiya hai...aur is ghatiya drink ko pee kar I guess tum apne break up ke gam ko bhula rahi ho..am I right?"asked the man looking at her curiosity..the girl nodded her head like a baby and started crying..

"Arey don't cry dear...agar bura laga toh kuch nahi bolunga..bas yahi updesh dunga ki jise tumhari parwa nahi..uske liye ro kar koi fayda nahi..make yourself strong ki kisi ki himmat nahi hogi tumhe todne ki" said the man keeping his hand on her shoulder and was about to go but suddenly someone hold his hand..he turned to look at the person and saw the girl was holding his hand with her eyes filled with tears...

"Mujhe bahut akela feel ho raha hai..thodi der company doge?"asked the girl in drunken state ...

Smilingly the man nodded and sat beside her..both were looking upwards , staring the sky full of stars ...

"By the way what is your name?" asked the man looking at the girl..

"Sana"whispered the girl getting lost into the depth of the sky ...

"Nice name... myself Sidharth ..oops sorry Sidharth Shukla..sorry pura naam hi nahi bola...wait wait..wait..arey tumhara pura naam bhi toh nahi pata..ab hum dono toh jaane maane hasti nahi hai ki ek dusre ke short name se hi pehchan paaye..so yes tumhara full name?"asked Sid trying to light up her mood..

"Myself Shehnaaz Gill..."said Sana looking at Sid with red eyes..

"Kya karte ho tum?Like what's your occupation?"asked Sid to initiate a conversation..

"Painter hoon... painting is my passion..I express my every feelings through my art..bahut sukoon deti hai yeh hobby or you can say..yeh profession mujhe bahut acha feel karwati hai.."said Sana smiling a little looking at Sid ...who too reciprocated the smile with a small smile..

"I am a professor at Christopher University....roj aata hoon yaha ...in taaro ke shehar ko dekhne ke liye ....aur waise bhi tum painter ho..toh express your pain through your art..yeh ghatiya cheeze pee kar..apne gam ko nahi bhula sakoge..balki tum apne andar ko hi khokla kardoge..tumhara so called lover toh thik hi hoga..par tum uske chakkar mein barbaad ho rahi ho..so better try to move on from that guy..I know it's difficult but you have you have to try..main help karunga tumhe...but please don't consume alcohol....achi baat nahi hai.."said Sid with serious tone..

Listening so Sana looked at Sid for some time and laughed humorously.."Arey apne aapko barbaad karne ke liye hi toh main yeh pee Rahi hoon..mujhe marna hai...main toh jeena hi nahi chati is gaddar duniya mein.."

"Pagal ho tum..maroge ?Woh us namune ke liye jiske saath tumhara breakup hua hai...markar kuch nahi milega..balki life ko enjoy karo..travel karo , painting hi karo..par life ko khatam mat karo..it's very precious..kuch aisa karo jisse yeh birth tumhara successful ho..aisa kaam nahi jisse koi bhi tumhe yaad na rakhe..aur agar phir bhi marna hai toh..jao Maro..balki main hi tumhe help karta hoon suicide attempt karne mein.."said Sid being angry , holding her hand he tried to pull her to be only jerked by Sana...who looked at him with red teary eyes and said "Nahi marna mujhe ..bahut lagegi mujhe...dard bhi hoga na?"asked Sana like a toddler to which Sid too nodded like a child and said, "Yes yahi toh samjhana chata hoon..apne ex ko bolo ja chullu bhar pani mein dub mat..aur aage baro..par khud ko harm mat karo.. kyunki us ladke ko kuch nahi hoga ....balki tumhe bahut dard hoga..so I will suggest you live your life with a unique swag ..."completing his words..Sid saw Sana slept onto the grass bed ....he smiled..and took her in his arms..

"Kitni masoom aur pyaari hai..phir bhi pata nahi kis pagal ne isko chod diya ...regret karega woh zaroor ..par tab tak ke liye I have to take her to my house..nahi toh use akele nahi chod sakta .agar phir se iske dimaag mein suicidal thoughts aagaye toh?Na baba isse behtar..m Ghar le ja kar ise sahi tarah se thik karu..and yes I have to start counseling..so that she doesn't slips into depression for this heartbreak "thinking so ..Sid placed Sana into his car..and droved off to his home...